Sentimentality Has never come easy Neither has rationality Or seeing in reality Can I show you what you mean to me And how absorbed I am in thee Will you ever truly see The haunted look inside of me I want to breathe Don't want to focus Because I'm not really sure How to fix what I have broken Spoken in a mother tongue Your words sound so soothing They remind me that I'm losing Myself in your touch And how it'll never be enough Sentimentality and lunacy Screaming at the vast nothing Have become the social norm I’m trying not to fit this form But I have lost all sense of reality (It’s never meant that much to me) I want to breathe Don't want to focus Because I'm not really sure How to fix what I have broken Spoken in a mother tongue Your words sound so soothing They remind me that I'm losing Myself in your touch And how it'll never be enough Will I be enough To soothe your mind, Secure these ties Loosen what I’ve bound so tight Crying all alone at night Wishing you were here beside me I want to breathe Don't want to focus Because I'm not really sure How to fix what I have broken Spoken in a mother tongue Your words sound so soothing They remind me that I'm losing Myself in your touch And how it'll be enough

Ugh, people's ignorance never ceases to amaze me...

I pray that you're okay