my dad has always promised me so many things and like before they have all been broken but this one meant so much to me, he promised he would come get us and take us back to Iowa for thanksgiving break, its been almost 4 months since we left and moved here to texas and all i wanted was to be back in the one place that made me happy.. but that mite not happen:( nothing really helps cheer me up when this happens but music always makes me feel better, it takes the pain and the pieces of the broken promise and some how fix it (:

life without music is like movies with no sound.. music takes yhu to a whole different world, a world where the real world doesnt matter, a getaway, an escape from the tears and the pain.. a world where no one can judge yhu for being who yhu are.. it fills yhur heart with more then just smiles, but with a passion that only yhu understand, feel.. music flows all through yhur body like the blood in yhur veins..

... cant wait! i wait, counting down the days, hours, minutes, seconds.. i wait, to be in his arms once again.. hear his heart beating with mine.. the feeling of his hand fitting perfectly in mine.. the taste of his warm soft lips on mine.. his smile, making the sunrise in the morning.. i wait, to be next to him feeling the warmth of his body.. i wait, to hear that soft sweet laugh that puts a smile on my face.. those beautiful eyes looking at me as i tell him my dreams.. whispering, everything will be okay.. i cant wait.. arms wrapped around my waist, so close to me i can feel his breath on my cheek, with a kiss.. i love yhu. i cant wait!