I could be surrounded by people, yet be completely alone when they look at me they look right through me like I’m not there, a ghost which walks among them. I could be surrounded by people, yet be completely alone when they speak to me I can hear the venom seep into each syllable dripping from their tongues. But even if only one person could see me, understand me, this world would be a better place. That person could be you the one which sees the one which believes that person could be you…..

the more impossible it is to tell my dirty little secret so i give up if it means so much to you talk to me in private let's not advertize it to the whole world eh??

Some call it crazy Some say it’s sick But I think it’s freedom The pain is fierce but quick Some say that it’s a sin Just a little to risqué But it helps release the pain That I go through every day The blade is sharp and cold As it runs across my skin Leaving me to ponder And decide how deep I cut in The icy chill running down my spine Makes me feel at ease I no longer feel like a coward F**king up on everything with every breath I breathe But some days I want to stop Feeling like everything's wrong Trying to let go of the blade Sometimes I can but not for long It’s like I'm addicted to the pain The feeling taking refuge in my veins Leaving me feeling confused and alone Wiping at the streaked tears that seem to be stained Burned into my skin forever Becoming a part that I cannot escape Sometimes I just want to hurt all over To scream at the top of my lungs until they break I want to escape from my sadness It’s taking over me Why can’t I just rest Why won’t it let me be I just want to be free

I’m fine i say everyday i’m okay i say everyday does it matter if i stay does it matter how much i pray does it matter the games i play cuz i never win so let’s begin i’m fine i say everyday i’m okay i say everyday does it matter if my life slips away does it matter if i stay does it matter who i am if i lie and pretend i’ll never be fine i’ve commited a crime i haven’t done my time so now the misery is mine so i guess i’ll just say i’m fine

ths separation i give up is it even worth it i know he feels for me but does he care if he ever sees my face again?

its only monday but i gravely wish it was wednesday so i could see him again

no comment on my emo poems?????? :((((((((((((

Emo's have hearts and feelings, they cut themselves that's why there always bleeding, Emo's have hell in their lives that's why they always cry, people say their "stupid", people say their "dumb" but nobody knows that I am one. with our layered cuts and highlighted hair, you'll catch us in the streets we are everywhere. some Emo's really want to die that's why they are always trying to commit suicide. please help this there's not much time!! hurry before they lose their lives!! please help them before its too late!! or would you rather have a heart full of hate??

I look out the window and what do I see? Except for a better version of me? He did the right were I did the wrong So, I’m the one that wrote this song I’m here soaking up regret in the air You died thinking I never did care I wish I would’ve made the right choices Now it’s too late, but I hear the voices Saying all I should’ve said I never knew you would end up dead If I could have one last moment with you I would die to let you know I love you too The three seconds it would have took to make that call To show how much I cared after all So if you were here what would you ask of me? I just want to know what you would want me to be If you were here would you be proud? But now you’re lost in the grim reapers shroud You were the one that taught me right And you were stole away in the middle of the night Now I lay awake in bed With thoughts of you in my head Why didn’t I say that four letter word? If only you hadn’t died before you heard I was so wrong and now I see You only wanted the best for me So as I lay here seeing you now I only wish I could tell you somehow That even though the call you awaited never came I did and do love you all the same And now I only wish I could have seen the light As I look out the window on this fateful night

Rain, rain, go away, Because of you the pain will stay. Slit my throat, cut out my heart, Leave me here, tear it apart. Poison tears stream down my face, My heart beats at a steady pace As I try to stand again; Alone and standing in the rain. I don’t need you anymore … Is what I think while tears pour. I hate you like I hate my life; But love is what cuts like a knife. Love is death and death is you; Its pain stains like a black tattoo. Those memories come back again And bind me in the ropes of pain. Crimson blood streams down my head Like a long, silk ribbon, tied by a thread, To a platinum bullet, a hole in my skull… ... Now just a memory that’s faded and dull.