Pick up the knife 'N swirl it around in the air,

Just keep jabbing me,

Where's my heart you missed it ?

 

Forgot that I gave it away so very long ago,

But oh that's no big deal,

Your the one who keeps it.

 

Forgetting all the times that we were alone,

All those empty promises dying on there own.

 

No problem to you,

Because your the one who's whole,

I have a empty place in my chest,

And it's eatting at my soul.

 

I guess I'm gone forever.

 

That sweet little girl you decided to betray,

The same little girl who was never afraid,

Filled with scars and marks from the past,

Now look at me I'm raising hell,

And I'm doing it on my own.

 

I don't need any help from you or any one,

Soon your all going to burn in my creation called hell.

 

What,

Now your begging for me back,

Wishing I was whole,

Wishing we could restart,

Wanting things to be how they were,

Before you betrayed me,

But you can't pay the toll.

 

You took my heart and ripped it in pices,

If it wasn't bad enough you spit on those pices,

I can never do to you what you did to me,

Now look whos truly hearless,

And it really isn't me.

 

You can deal and face life on your own,

You earned this all by your self,

Can't wait to see you burn in my creation called hell.

I'm hours away from you,

Wishing I was home,

More and more every minute.

 

Home is where you are,

Doesn't matter the time or the place,

Home is were you are my darlin'.

 

Looking at the moons reflection in the waves,

Dreaming about you and I,

Writing our names in the sand,

Drawing hearts and I love you's.

 

I'll be home soon you see,

Than things will be how they were meant to be.

 

You and I

Some place nice,

Just you and I,

Lets toke all night.

 

Catching up on the time appart,

Make every wrong a right,

Bye bye to every tear filled fight,

And hello to sleepless nights.

 

You only live once,

We only have one life,

Lets make this work,

Prove all there doubts wrong 'n that were right.

 

It goes from the lighter flick.

To the edge of my lip,

With this it's all begun.

 

Deep inhale,

Harsh exhale,

Take in the good,

Let out the bad,

And there my emotions go.

 

No more crying eyes,

Only glazed eyes here bro.

 

Fuck this i'll just take a toke,

Lungs full of smoke,

There goes the pain,

The stress,

The drama.

 

Drifting in my thoughts,

Is it just me or was it really that bad ?

Or was it that good and am I that bad ?

Confused and don't know what to do.

 

A penny for my thoughts right ?

Naw I just wanna toke n forget about our fight.

I lie in bed,

Still as can be,

I can not sleep,

For the thought of you is on my mind.

 

How I miss you dearly.

 

Soon i'll be home,

The moon will keep me company till than.

 

Sweet stories to put me to sleep,

With out you I am lost,

Who will tell me about our future to be ?

The memories we have shares,

Retelling each memory and soon to be memory,

Untill I fall asleep with you.

 

No one,

Nothing can replace you,

The memories,

Or the stories set in stone.

 

Hours away I can still feel your love,

I can still imagian our last embracement,

Hearing your voice in my head,

How I miss you so.

 

Soon i'll be home,

The moon will keep me company till than.

 

How I miss you so,

How I miss you so.

 

Soon i'll be home,

The moon will keep me company till than.

 

Soon i'll be home,

The moon will keep me company till than.

Act like a heavy,

Drink like a fool,

Just look at you your such a tool.

 

Never has the balls to be a man,

Takes one toke,

One sip,

One line,

And becomes a joke,

Pretending to know it all,

To been there done that.

 

All you did was waist my THC,

My time and a part of me,

Didn’t even inhale the smoke,

Like look your such a joke,

Trying to be something your not,

Acting like a “G”.

 

Nothing but a straight up goof to me.

But end it all,

Who needs his stress?

Light a bowl,

Inhale nice and slow,

Hold,

And hold,

Now let it all go,

Empty and repeat.

 

Felling good,

Feeling high,

Felling better than before.

Who needs him,

Forget about the past,

Work on here and now.

 

Deep in thought,

Is it just me or the THC?

What ever it is its better than can be,

Eveything making sence,

Feeling better and better,

More and more like me with every toke.

 

Light a bowl,

Inhale nice and slow,

Hold,

And hold,

Now let it all go,

Empty and repeat.

My one and only girl,

Oh how she rocked my world.

 

How her beauty astonished me,

Every possible detail there can be.

 

Kissing never a task,

With her lips as soft as can be.

 

My oh my just look in her eyes,

True beauty its self,

Never looking hard or curl,

Always soft and sweet,

Never looking with a glare,

Always a gaze that she's willing to share.

 

My one and only girl,

Oh how she rocked my world.

Family never getting it,

Getting the love that is shared,

Breaking us up and causing terror.

 

Months have passed, Days have gone,

My love still forever strong.

 

How I miss her so,

It was so many months ago,

I lost my one and only girl,

How I miss the one who changed my world.

 

Soon ill make my move,

Make her mine once again,

Show her what it's like to be the center of my world.

Leave me alone,

Just go away.

 

You broke my heart,

Only a few months ago,

You expected me to stay,

Only so much of my life I'm willing to pay.

 

I paid my heart,

I gave my soul,

And they both took a toll,

You crushed my heart,

And cracked my soul.

 

I'm still me,

You're still you,

I'm still astonishing,

You're still unoriginal,

Just like the rest.

 

You're selfish and inconsiderate,

I'm selfless and caring,

We couldn't be any more different.

 

She fell for the bad boy,

He fell for the good girl,

Only wanting to take her for a whirl,

She fell hard,

Well he got hard,

She got hurt,

Well he got off.

 

Leave me alone,

Just go away.

 

I'm over you ,

Just get away,

There's no life here,

No space for you to stay.

 

Not giving up my heart,

Not giving up my soul,

Not giving up my life for the damage of your toll.

 

The words you say stained black in my heart,

The same heart I watched you pull apart,

Little do you know he makes the black fade to white,

Little do you know he makes everything seem right.

 

You're still you,

Well I'm still me,

There's nothing more to us,

Can't you see ?

In the bright sun lit skys.

In the darkness quick behind,

There is you and I.

 

Bong toke smoke,

Lighters and a roach,

Rockin' summer nights.

 

Sneaking out to smoke,

Sneaking around with you,

Lets hope no one catches sight.

 

Lets light and watch life catch flight,

High above the rest. Rollin', rollin', roll,

Smoke, smoke, toke,

Light, light, light,

And watch our life catch flight.

In you're eyes I can see,

The honesty you hold towards me,

Towards our future to be.

 

Dreams really can come true,

Just look at me and you,

A match like no other.

 

Dreams of a future,

A place together,

A family,

Pets and all.

 

Kids,

A boy and a girl,

Sure to beautiful as can be,

Just like you and me.

 

All planned out to the nearest key,

We plan and we dream,

Of our future yet to be.

 

Soon enough,

When of age yours I shall be,

We will reunite,

And will make our dreams catch flight.

 

In you're eyes I can see,

The honesty you hold towards me,

Towards our future to be.

Heard a crazy story about you,

Made me start thinking about you,

I think about you every night and day,

In every single way.

 

But your gone,

A million miles away,

How I wish you could of stayed.

 

A text message a day,

It helps keep the pain away,

Until I start remembering about you,

How we used to laugh all day,

Run and dance in the rain.

 

But you're gone,

A milliion miles away,

How I wish you could of stayed.