so i've come to realize that not everyone you know is who they appear. you can't always trust people that come off to be friendly and trustworthy. you can hang out with someone and they can tell you that they'll never date the love of you life and then not even two weeks after making those remarks; they date them. it's funny how you give someone everything you've got and they leave you with nothing in return. falling in love wasn't something either i or my ex intended on doing. did we find that love is an amazing thing and it's one of the most precious things one could ask for? yes, we did. do i still want him back 4 months after we've broken up and gone our own ways? no, i've realized i'll meet someone that's going to love me for who i am and won't leave me for another girl. even though i can look you straight in the face and mean that i'm over him, i can't seem to figure out why i'm letting myself get upset that some girl that was two-faced towards me is dating him. i knew i was playing with fire when i started hanging out with her but i never thought this fire would get ahold of gasoline. people change. there's no doubt in my mind that they're going to have sex and she's going to leave him. karma's going to get in control soon. she's going to see what she's missing out on (meaning a great friend like me) and he's going to realize what he's gaining; an unfaithful little girl.