but you woke me up, sleeping in the underworld and didn't even know it, because i was dreaming that i had already escaped

Thank you so much. I cried a lot and wrote a lot and processed a bunch of emotions I hadn't addressed yet, or even really know what to do with. I've been working on, umm, awakening kali, if you will forgive such a florid sidestepping

becoming the one who cuts the thread is harder though

(Also, guess what? Big surprise, I'm drunk and high, so this is all probably ridiculous)

But I am very much looking forward to tomorrow and hearing how it's changed.  

which is why I can't sleep at 3am