i want to be by his side in his arms again....

right now i feel like i want to cry, i am not exactly sure why. I know i miss him, i wonder if he truly misses me. I am thinking probably not. I think i might really love him,i dont know why i keep on holding on, pretty much everyone i know tells me to move on, that i am wasting my time. every time i am with him i feel like i can breathe easier. every minute i spend with him rips up my heart more. Lord help me!!!!