Maybe I should just leave this relationship. 
What I have outside it makes me happy. 

I spend the majority of my time sitting in the library with people who smile when they see me.

It's too quiet to talk, but we're all happy to be there. 
And he is happy to see me the inevitable him, who already has a 'her'

Happier than you are to see me.
Happier than I am to see you.

You're clinging so tight that I'm about to implode. 
So I'm retreating back to my cases and statutes and readings and friends...
You think you can fix it, but it's nothing you can fix.
It's not you, it's me.

I'm sorry.

you cling to this
you claim the best
if this is what you're offering
i'll take the rain
@rem