1:25 Good morning! Oh i just LOVE Roman Numerals!! Sheesh, its been SO cold here. Right now i'm freezing. I hav no idea wot the temp is but the last time i checked it was minus 1 or 2. Usually i'm warmer at -1 than 1 -- how mad is that? -- but the wind chill is a killer. So, J n her mum came round today, obviously along wiv uncle Ken -- my great uncle-in-law. As i thought, J wasnt coping too well n its only day one. She just kinda threw her arms round me, bless her! I never thought we'd actually get on as well as we do. We only knew we existed in September when the family had bn reunited. Weird. She'll b round again on Wednesday so i'm defo looking 4ward 2 that :) I was just browsing, as u do, this morning afta ny journal entry n i came back here. I looked at the 'latest journal' bit n saw 'princesszelda26', obviously me. Then i go n say 2 myself, "Ooh nice name, i wonder who princesszelda is?" O... M... G. My mouth is still torched. It hurts real bad :( The footy 2day wasn't too bad. We won anyway :D it was an FA Cup game. I fink the draw for the 5th round's 2moro. Fingers crossed we get a crappy team! I still havent watched my DVD. I must watch my DVD!! I also still need to get sumfin nice for mum. I kinda sed that on 3point n that crashed so i'm hopin this doesnt lol. Maybe if i give up sumfin nice will appear, i dunno. Anyways i'm freezing n real tired so i must go n warm up lol. Oh i just remembered. I sed a couple of days ago i was supposed to weigh myself? Well i haven't lol. OK, now i'm going! Take care everyone xxx

10:08 Morning! Thank God its the weekend! I dont know why weekdays hav to b so stressful n so pressing, wotever ur doin. Madness! To be honest, im not lookin 4ward to J comin round. Dont get me wrong, she's lovely and i want her round but she'll wanna talk to me n i can get a bit awkward around these moments. I hope it goes ok, i'm real worried about her. Well, obviously nuffin's happened coz i've only bn up n hour n every1's still asleep. I might just play sum games lol. I know this is pretty random (well, i'm pretty random lol) but Im really hoping to learn Spanish. I wudnt go 2 any classes get the pronounciation wrong n hav everyone larf at me or anyfin. Id do it at home. I taught myself piano n guitar (which is why i'm not that good!) n its just how i work. I had piano lesson maybe 6 years ago 4 six months wiv 2 teachers -- ha, maybe theres my '26' LOL -- n becoz i picked things up quickly i was taking tests 3 months in. For the record i got 85% distinction; though i wasnt happy wiv myself. I wanted 98% upwards lol. Anyways i digress. I'd still like 2 learn Spanish. Its such a beautiful language. Plus, considering i cant even speak English properly, i figured maybe Spanish wud work better LOL. Right, i'm off. I'll b back 2 say how it went wiv J so no problems there :) Take care everyone xxx

00:29 Goooood morning! Im just sitting here now wiv a bowl of porridge ready to talk nonsense. Good, huh? I ate sum very very hot veg yesterday -- wen my chicken was off -- n burnt the whole roof of my mouth. I am officially scorched lol. Fortunately my chicken was edible 2day LOL My cousin and her boyfriend stayed for a couple of hours before they left 4 Nottingham. Of course mum cried lol. But i think Jamie took it the worst. She just about raised her -- ah finished, yummy porridge -- so it was tough seeing her go. Just to b clear Jen, my 2nd cousin (mum's cousin) is the aunt to Jamie my third cousin. A cousin's a cousin to me but there u go haha! I txt J -- i call Jamie 'J' -- earlier n she wasnt doin so good but she'll b round this evening so i can giv her a big hug :) i'm such a caring cousin! The weather is such a pain in the bum! It was SO f-ing cold today it was unreal. Of course its bound to get worse so if i go all silent u know why! I still luv Steve Tyler

14:18 She hasn't showed yet so i thought i'd talk sum crap b4 she gets here lol. My ankle's a bit better 2day but still awkward lol. Just watched sum mor footage of Andy Gray's famous sacking from Sky Sports. Wot a disgusting perverted old coot! Richard Keys is no saint either. Just soooo wrong. I've decided i'm gonna start losing my January weight gain as of right now! If i'm gonna hav a blood test i at least want a good reading lol. I hope all goes well. Just saw one of my neighbours pass by the window. Oh, he's the most charming, most gorgeous guy i've ever lived next to :D its a pity he doesn't notice me (sob!). Anyways i fink my cousin's on her way. Gotta go! xxx

00:31 Morning:) Wot a weird day. Dunno why, it was just weird. The weather is just so bad. Raining, heavy cloud n so humid. Im not sure if its gonna get worse. At least u hav a warning :) it affected 'crazychick3point0' pretty bad so i hope this one goes OK. Fingers crossed! You know i've just realised; where did the '26' come from??? LOOOL I was looking forward to sitting down for dinner watching figure skating this evening. I was gonna hav sum nice chicken (apologies to all vegetarians). Just gonna sit down to eat n mum goes "Does this smell right?" i smelt my chicken. Peeuww. So bang goes my dinner. All i had of it was a plate of veg. Yum... Of course, I was watching my beloved American Idol :) I adore Steve Tyler

10:22 I think therea sumfin wrong wiv my foot. I kinda sat on it funny -- oaf -- n it does not feel very nice! If its still like this by next week i'll get an xray. Trust me to do sumfin stupid like that (sigh...) Never mind. Got up a bit late today -- if u call 10am late lol. Btw good morning. A lot's happening at the weekend. My cousins movin, my favourite cousin will b round on Saturday and, if i'm not mistaken, sumfin else but i'll figure that out another time lol. Im dyin 4 brekkie so i'm outta here lol xxx

22:28 Evening. Right, well, wot a day. I lost my second journal in two weeks. This is my third attempt. Whatever's goin on i aint too happy about it. If it means i come here every week under a different name so be it but it shouldnt have to happen. I've bn here nearly a month but i luv SM so much i cudnt give up just coz i was pissed off :) But 4 the record: princesszelda will probably disappear by early Feb. Mum did go to the hospital today. But i woke up a bit too late to go. She never wakes me up wen i ask her to! if i'd hav set my alarm it probably wud hav killed sumone lol. Then to make matters worse she foned me up halfway thru -- coz they wer havin problems wiv their computers, funny enuff -- n went "ur lovely doctor just ran past hahaha" RECAP: Just b4 xmas mum got rushed to hosp n i fancied the doctor that saw to her lol. Crazy. But anyways, mums lungs r ok but she'll hav to go back to finish the test. But so far so good :) Wot else has happened today? Er... Im gonna get me weighed tomorrow to see how fat i am. Im supposed to b havin a blood test to see if i hav anyfin i dont know about. Im absolutely petrified. Im so scared of finding out i mite hav sumfin that cud kill me. A load of stuff like that n heart disease runs in the family so i gotta get me back on track pronto. Otherwise just another crappy day! i spent most of the morning thinking of names but princesszelda was the only thing i cud come up wiv. Sad isnt it? Anyways i must love and leave. Till 2moro, Take care everyone xxx

I read my horoscope today. Strangely accurate, which is a first lol