Hello, world. I want to ask a few questions. Have you ever: Felt something bad coming? Even though nothing is happening? Waited 3 days for a phone call that will never come? But are too afraid to call them? Afraid of what they will say? Afraid of what will happen? Been so afraid of losing them, that you hold them at arm's length? Spoken out loud to someone who isn't there? And poured out your heart to that ghost of a person? Felt like a boulder is on top of your chest? Loved someone you don't know? Been crazy with worry, even though everything's fine? Not been able to sleep? Have everything remind you of someone? Even the color blue? Been jealous? Been restless? Written a letter you'll never send? Wanted Monday to come? Listened to Coldplay's 'What If' over and over again? Not been able to swallow? Shook while trying to vent? Bitten you lip so much it bleeds? Felt like this is your cross to bear, and no one else's? Been afraid that someone is too damaged and beyond repair? Wanted to help, but can't? Wanted someone else's help, but are too proud to break down? Wanted to cry, but can't? Tried to cry, but can't? Begged for the tears to come, but they won't? I've cried too much, I'm close to giving up, even if that won't change anything. And I'm praying for a happy ending.