I wish that I was born at least one day later than I was. I know it might not make sense but I was wondering if things would still be the same if I, really, was born later. I have never said this realization verbally. The actual papers are also blind for it. I've written it here because I want to write it fast like sixty hours per minute. Will I be like this, exactly like this if I was born at least one day later than the actuality? Would things be a little too different if my natal day would be the truth plus one day? I am thinking a lot about this thought right now. It pissed me off that I can't do anything about this obsession because time is my unbeatable foe ever since. What if I was born at least one day later than I truly was? Would I know this friends? Would I be able to encounter a fight with these enemies? Will I not be given the gifts of music? Will I learn how to play the guitar? Will I be trained how to cook? Will I meet the right one a little earlier or will I still be waiting desperately like this and one day more?

Yesterday, after work, I got my ass off to a 400 or more people lining for the public assistant desk that the SSS building has. They are on to different purposes, some for loans, some for application, some for obvious dumbness because they might not have lined-up that long if they just knew that they can just go on their way straight to what office is there on the exact file they're holding and I was there to apply for an Identification Card. I am an adult and having a valid ID, aside from my company ID, will be an absolute usefulness to whatever transaction that I want to be a part of. I started lining up at around 6:30 AM and guess what, I lined to 3 more lines and I am so fucked up, hungry and sleepy (coz I just came from work), good thing there are some cute guys that squeezed up all the energy left on me. Laughing out loud. So, after those 4 lines in total, I finally got image and thumb mark captured. Then, (tan-tana-nan) "You are going to wait for approximately six months for that the ID to be delivered right in your door. If six months had passed and you still haven't received it yet, then go back here and follow-up", the security guard said. So I got this beautiful thought that that place needs to be burnt down. Laughing not loud.