Today was amazing. That's all I can even say. This afternoon Patrick came over, and I missed him. I really feel for this guy. After I went to dinner with Haley and Laura and you could tell that I was happy. I haven't been this happy in a very long time. He texted me all through his class and while I was at dinner he told me that I was beautiful. It's strange because we've never said things like that to each other. I had a meeting tonight, and at around 9:30 he called me and wanted to come back. Of course I said yes. We watched NCIS and Burn Notice and cuddled a lot. We had great sex like three or four times. He wants more to do with me, wants me more involved. Saturday is his birthday, and we were going to hang out. I hope we still are. God I like him a lot. I wish he would just tell me he wants me the way that I would kill for him.

Wish that I could have a long distance relationship with Angel. He is perfect. I can't even explain it.