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  • do something everyday that scares you

    by ideaofcrying on May 31, 2012
    I'm a hippy dippy trippy girl and im going on a drive the ride is long and all alone but I know that I'll be fine I've got some music for company so i guess ill sing along and we find thrill in moving forward but the fear of the unknown is strong a place called home gets left behind And everyone i've ever known gets off the road at times and you can't always hope for straight and flat sometimes there's turns and gravel and i know that i can do it i know that ill be fine but theres a part of me thats terrified for the girl i left behind the one who sat in bed for hours and dreamed off in a page of words that made her stronger but she stayed inside her cage four walls that gave her safety a closed door to hide the tears and mirrors to stare in and wonder aloud what are you doing here? but finally she had to leave start over somewhere warm and again those tears were cried but this time she was reborn she stumbled in a magic land a piece of paper on the tongue and it hit her like a million bricks there are more ways than one there's a special hidden exit if the freeway gets too fast and all you hear are angry horns and people speeding past it it wasnt luck that led her there it was something more like choice and hopes that glowed like shining snow and whispered in her voice this internal golden aura that wandered out of sight her friends and family miles away and she followed without a fight her eyes had never been so wide bright light spun laughter loud the point is that there is no point those were the words she found you're just a bunch of fucking atoms only chemicals in skin and this thing called life can be seen as infinite if you're willing to look again
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