• Shadowplay

    by idkadrian on July 10, 2016

    Exchange all your summer for winter's cold snap

    We haven't much surrounding

    Should we ever come back

    Come back to it, come back to it and turn to black

    I couldn't fear that final outcome's aftermath

    You'd be so sad, it's a lonesome hand

     

    Was disappointment giving the third degree?

    I believe we can correlate ourselves to dream

    But that's not our reality and before you'd say

    That wasn't our shadowplay 

    What concerns about me peeled you off?

    What was it that drove you all the way?

     

    There's just no way around the other side

    We can talk until our destination arrives

    The roads we can no longer abide

    Give us death, because it's no surprise

    What to do about it in the meanttime?

     

    Was disappointment giving the third degree?

    I believe we can correlate ourselves to dream

    But that's not our reality and before you'd say

    That wasn't our shadowplay 

    What concerns about me peeled you off?

    What was it that drove you all the way?

     

    The world was an open door

    We had a safety net there before

    It may be best we fall to floor

    With nothing furthermore

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  • Viably Stricken

    by idkadrian on July 10, 2016

    Loss of words, no comment ever hurts

    I refuse to fathom that I'm viably stricken at birth

    They had me welded on, I've been bitten

    Cold shoulders everywhere and I'm alright

    I can close my eyes and I shouldn't be there

    With a tenfold, I know who's in control

     

    You're viably stricken at birth

    We've all been bitten, I'm sure

    To dispute all of any recognition

    The tides should have risen by now

    Speaking and nothing came out

    Speaking and nothing's aloud

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  • Hollow Man

    by idkadrian on June 05, 2016

    Water me down until you close the flood gates

    Pay me back for what I gave in, or don't

    Where the room's tied to one of us

    The mix up to whom it really goes

    Alone is how you fear

    Alone is how you sleep

    Alone is how you keep your integrity from want and need

     

    Distraction tactic

    Durastic compassion

    Imployed without any directive

    Counter my desperation

    I'm another consolation

    Without any reservation

    I'll elope to let go

     

    Wind restless, time's infectious

    Counting backwards unled

    Awkwardly pretentious 

    I'm a hollow man

    I'm a hollow man, don't swallow your pride for me

    I'm a hollow man

    I'm a hollow man, don't dispose your life for me

    I want to be free, relinquished to see outside the lines

     

    Wind restless, time's infectious

    Counting backwards unled

    Awkwardly pretentious 

    I'm a hollow man

    I'm a hollow man, don't swallow your pride for me

    I'm a hollow man

    I'm a hollow man, don't dispose your life for me

    I want to be free, relinquished to see outside the lines

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  • Love in Terraform

    by idkadrian on May 03, 2016

    Odds intact, tactfully reigning in through any void

    We act innocent to put some dog and pony show like

    We're paranoid, we're paranoid, we're paranoid

    We're paranoid, we're paranoid, we're paranoid

     

    This mind alters with a heartfelt warning

    You just wouldn't believe, you didn't bother to heed

    We're seconds away from home's reprieve

    We're implored to disengage the unknown

    I couldn't detonize, or return

    Cos love in terraform

     

    I'm an amenity and you that broken soul

    You just wouldn't flinch, you didn't bother to cave in

    We're seconds away from home's reprieve

    We're implored to disengage the unknown

    I couldn't detonize, or return

    Cos love in terraform

     

    Odds intact, tactfully reigning in through any void

    We act innocent to put some dog and pony show like

    We're paranoid, we're paranoid, we're paranoid

    We're paranoid, we're paranoid, we're paranoid

     

    Simply like that, don't stray

    Don't ever sway me left to right

    The desire to dissipate in a pool of longevity

    We're caught for an instance, it ate us whole

    Luck cast to sea and kept us uncertain to be

    Drinkng much, intoxicated

    What's come to light will soon be fated

     

    This mind alters with a heartfelt warning

    You just wouldn't believe, you didn't bother to heed

    We're seconds away from home's reprieve

    We're implored to disengage the unknown

    I couldn't detonize, or return

    Cos love in terraform

     

    I'm an amenity and you that broken soul

    You just wouldn't flinch, you didn't bother to cave in

    We're seconds away from home's reprieve

    We're implored to disengage the unknown

    I couldn't detonize, or return

    Cos love in terraform

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  • What We Left Unsaid

    by idkadrian on May 03, 2016

    Don't mean a thing

    Don't mean a God damn thing

    Oh, Lord

    How could you do this?

    How could you do this?

    I thought we've been through this

     

    Distance with every passing moment

    The life I thought through was stolen

    Honestly, who chooses to lose?

    Each of us capable to care within our grain

    But you've got scars along your brain

    Your cause isn't within close range

    Cos you've got scars along your brain

    His hatred flows through our pain

     

    What we left unsaid

    What we left unsaid almost every weekend

    What we left unsaid

    What we left unsaid, I'm really not a friend

    You'd do something about it then

    You'd do somethng to change it

    You'd do something about it then

     

    Don't mean a thing

    Don't mean a God damn thing

    Oh, Lord

    How could you do this?

    How could you do this?

    I thought we've been through this

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  • Night of the Living Hotel

    by idkadrian on May 01, 2016

    Company's alright by me while we relentlessly

    Watch from here to know exactly what you want

    What ought to be untrue, but you like to disagree

    Most of the time

    Like an unsolved mystery

    I could use the distress call, smart one

    I'm done, I'm not very much fun

    I'm so alone, I'll possibly stay at home

    But fuck it and fuck everyone

     

    It's nighttime out

    Streetlights ablaze

    Morning comes and then you've got your day

    In the night

    In the night of the living hotel

    Sex and sulking, it's own kind of hell

    Will we ever get to crawl out of ourselves?

    Who tied their hands to the bedpost?

    How I loathe these feelings the most

     

    It's nighttime out

    Streetlights ablaze

    Morning comes and then you've got your day

    In the night

    In the night of the living hotel

    Sex and sulking, it's own kind of hell

    Will we ever get to crawl out of ourselves?

    Who tied their hands to the bedpost?

    How I loath these feelings the most

     

    It's just hell freezing over

    Don't move! Look out now!

    You waged all your love on their tables

    Placed your trust on a bet and now that you've lost

    You're left within cold feelings of regret

    It's about time my sorrow

    It's a brand new day some time tomorrow

     

    It's nighttime out

    Streetlights ablaze

    Morning comes and then you've got your day

    In the night

    In the night of the living hotel

    Sex and sulking, it's own kind of hell

    Will we ever get to crawl out of ourselves?

    Who tied their hands to the bedpost?

    How I loathe these feelings the most

     

    I could use a distress call, smart one

    I'm done, I'm not very much fun

    I'm alone, I'll possibly stay at home

    But fuck it and fuck everyone

     

    I could use a distress call, smart one

    I'm done, I'm not very much fun

    I'm alone, I'll possibly stay at home

    But fuck it and fuck everyone

     

    I could use a distress call, smart one

    I'm done, I'm not very much fun

    I'm alone, I'll possibly stay at home

    But fuck it and fuck everyone

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  • Purely Electric

    by idkadrian on April 30, 2016

    Bodies combusting, invade me like a Trojan horse

    We're lustng for more than impeccable force

    They've left it up, but you're in denial of course

    We trickle, you're dismal for the moment as you

    We fondle, you're horizontal for the moment as you

    They've left it up, but you're in denial of course

     

    Big deal, we haven't a view, or a clue that eccentric

    (Our mind/body spontaneously kinetic)

    Through undivided motion, it was purely electric

    (Our mind/body spontaneously kinetic)

    (Our mind/body spontaneously kinetic)

     

    Intimate feelings

    Rummage through chainlink fences

    Combating the world defenseless

    Something I couldn't curate

    With dick in hand

    You always want to get off

    You knew that it was always

    You always want to get off

     You knew that it was always

     

    Your right had to be absolutely wrong

    Have you heard that I don't mind?

    Static screen was a silver spoon moving on

    So now you wonder how to waste all this good time

    You should do it soon

    You should do it soon

    Don't scoff, we're nothing but a thought

    Pieces of memory soon to be forgotten

     

    Big deal, we haven't a view, or a clue that eccentric

    (Our mind/body spontaneously kinetic)

    Through undivided motion, it was purely electric

    (Our mind/body spontaneously kinetic)

    (Our mind/body spontaneously kinetic)

     

    Big deal, we haven't a view, or a clue that eccentric

    (Our mind/body spontaneously kinetic)

    Through undivided motion, it was purely electric

    (Our mind/body spontaneously kinetic)

    (Our mind/body spontaneously kinetic)

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  • Bound to You

    by idkadrian on April 30, 2016

    I would've given up my worst to do better than my best

    I would've been ready, if I hadn't been this distressed

    I would have done things different so I must confess

    Maggot brain to a fickle heart

    Useless worries couldn't keep us apart

    Maggot brain to a fickle heart

    Useless worries couldn't keep us apart

     

    I'm such an otherworldly savant so I thought

    Enjoying much attention, all eyes were on me

    Enjoying much attention, are you surprised?

    You bundled into a clench, I wasn't what you want

    I'm commending you to go, I'm depending on me

    I'm commending you  to go, I'm reliving a fantasy

    Enjoying much attention, all eyes were on me

    Enjoying much attention, are you surprised?

     

    I would've given up my worst to do better than my best

    I would've been ready, if I hadn't been this distressed

    I would have done things different so I must confess

    Maggot brain to a fickle heart

    Useless worries couldn't keep us apart

    Maggot brain to a fickle heart

    Useless worries couldn't keep us apart

     

    Love was revoked

    Well, I hope you choke

    I'd be volatile if I could

    But we couldn't cope

    Narrow aisles

    Endless cycles

    Life in piles to do

    Here I am, bound to you

     

    Love was revoked

    Well, I hope you choke

    I'd be volatile, if I could

    But we couldn't cope

    Narrow aisles

    Endless cycles

    Life in piles to do

    Here I am, bound to you

     

    I would've given up my worst to do better than my best

    I would've been ready, if I hadn't been this distressed

    I would have done things different so I must confess

    Maggot brain to a fickle heart

    Useless worries couldn't keep us apart

    Maggot brain to a fickle heart

    Useless worries couldn't keep us apart

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  • Ghoulardi: Lovelorn

    by idkadrian on March 16, 2016

    1. Bound to You

    2. Night of the Living Hotel

    3. What We Left Unsaid

    4. Purely Electric

    5. Love in Terraform

    6. Hollow Man

    7. Viably Stricken

    8. Shadowplay

    9. Long Story Short, I'm Not Sorry

    10. The Hideout

    11. Driftwood

    12. One in the Same

    13. Wake Up Call

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