idkadrian's Journal
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Viably Stricken
by idkadrian on July 10, 2016No CommentsLoss of words, no comment ever hurts
I refuse to fathom that I'm viably stricken at birth
They had me welded on, I've been bitten
Cold shoulders everywhere and I'm alright
I can close my eyes and I shouldn't be there
With a tenfold, I know who's in control
You're viably stricken at birth
We've all been bitten, I'm sure
To dispute all of any recognition
The tides should have risen by now
Speaking and nothing came out
Speaking and nothing's aloud
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Hollow Man
by idkadrian on June 05, 2016No CommentsWater me down until you close the flood gates
Pay me back for what I gave in, or don't
Where the room's tied to one of us
The mix up to whom it really goes
Alone is how you fear
Alone is how you sleep
Alone is how you keep your integrity from want and need
Distraction tactic
Durastic compassion
Imployed without any directive
Counter my desperation
I'm another consolation
Without any reservation
I'll elope to let go
Wind restless, time's infectious
Counting backwards unled
Awkwardly pretentious
I'm a hollow man
I'm a hollow man, don't swallow your pride for me
I'm a hollow man
I'm a hollow man, don't dispose your life for me
I want to be free, relinquished to see outside the lines
Wind restless, time's infectious
Counting backwards unled
Awkwardly pretentious
I'm a hollow man
I'm a hollow man, don't swallow your pride for me
I'm a hollow man
I'm a hollow man, don't dispose your life for me
I want to be free, relinquished to see outside the lines
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Love in Terraform
by idkadrian on May 03, 20161 CommentOdds intact, tactfully reigning in through any void
We act innocent to put some dog and pony show like
We're paranoid, we're paranoid, we're paranoid
We're paranoid, we're paranoid, we're paranoid
This mind alters with a heartfelt warning
You just wouldn't believe, you didn't bother to heed
We're seconds away from home's reprieve
We're implored to disengage the unknown
I couldn't detonize, or return
Cos love in terraform
I'm an amenity and you that broken soul
You just wouldn't flinch, you didn't bother to cave in
We're seconds away from home's reprieve
We're implored to disengage the unknown
I couldn't detonize, or return
Cos love in terraform
Odds intact, tactfully reigning in through any void
We act innocent to put some dog and pony show like
We're paranoid, we're paranoid, we're paranoid
We're paranoid, we're paranoid, we're paranoid
Simply like that, don't stray
Don't ever sway me left to right
The desire to dissipate in a pool of longevity
We're caught for an instance, it ate us whole
Luck cast to sea and kept us uncertain to be
Drinkng much, intoxicated
What's come to light will soon be fated
This mind alters with a heartfelt warning
You just wouldn't believe, you didn't bother to heed
We're seconds away from home's reprieve
We're implored to disengage the unknown
I couldn't detonize, or return
Cos love in terraform
I'm an amenity and you that broken soul
You just wouldn't flinch, you didn't bother to cave in
We're seconds away from home's reprieve
We're implored to disengage the unknown
I couldn't detonize, or return
Cos love in terraform
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What We Left Unsaid
by idkadrian on May 03, 2016No CommentsDon't mean a thing
Don't mean a God damn thing
Oh, Lord
How could you do this?
How could you do this?
I thought we've been through this
Distance with every passing moment
The life I thought through was stolen
Honestly, who chooses to lose?
Each of us capable to care within our grain
But you've got scars along your brain
Your cause isn't within close range
Cos you've got scars along your brain
His hatred flows through our pain
What we left unsaid
What we left unsaid almost every weekend
What we left unsaid
What we left unsaid, I'm really not a friend
You'd do something about it then
You'd do somethng to change it
You'd do something about it then
Don't mean a thing
Don't mean a God damn thing
Oh, Lord
How could you do this?
How could you do this?
I thought we've been through this
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Night of the Living Hotel
by idkadrian on May 01, 2016No CommentsCompany's alright by me while we relentlessly
Watch from here to know exactly what you want
What ought to be untrue, but you like to disagree
Most of the time
Like an unsolved mystery
I could use the distress call, smart one
I'm done, I'm not very much fun
I'm so alone, I'll possibly stay at home
But fuck it and fuck everyone
It's nighttime out
Streetlights ablaze
Morning comes and then you've got your day
In the night
In the night of the living hotel
Sex and sulking, it's own kind of hell
Will we ever get to crawl out of ourselves?
Who tied their hands to the bedpost?
How I loathe these feelings the most
It's nighttime out
Streetlights ablaze
Morning comes and then you've got your day
In the night
In the night of the living hotel
Sex and sulking, it's own kind of hell
Will we ever get to crawl out of ourselves?
Who tied their hands to the bedpost?
How I loath these feelings the most
It's just hell freezing over
Don't move! Look out now!
You waged all your love on their tables
Placed your trust on a bet and now that you've lost
You're left within cold feelings of regret
It's about time my sorrow
It's a brand new day some time tomorrow
It's nighttime out
Streetlights ablaze
Morning comes and then you've got your day
In the night
In the night of the living hotel
Sex and sulking, it's own kind of hell
Will we ever get to crawl out of ourselves?
Who tied their hands to the bedpost?
How I loathe these feelings the most
I could use a distress call, smart one
I'm done, I'm not very much fun
I'm alone, I'll possibly stay at home
But fuck it and fuck everyone
I could use a distress call, smart one
I'm done, I'm not very much fun
I'm alone, I'll possibly stay at home
But fuck it and fuck everyone
I could use a distress call, smart one
I'm done, I'm not very much fun
I'm alone, I'll possibly stay at home
But fuck it and fuck everyone
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Purely Electric
by idkadrian on April 30, 2016No CommentsBodies combusting, invade me like a Trojan horse
We're lustng for more than impeccable force
They've left it up, but you're in denial of course
We trickle, you're dismal for the moment as you
We fondle, you're horizontal for the moment as you
They've left it up, but you're in denial of course
Big deal, we haven't a view, or a clue that eccentric
(Our mind/body spontaneously kinetic)
Through undivided motion, it was purely electric
(Our mind/body spontaneously kinetic)
(Our mind/body spontaneously kinetic)
Intimate feelings
Rummage through chainlink fences
Combating the world defenseless
Something I couldn't curate
With dick in hand
You always want to get off
You knew that it was always
You always want to get off
You knew that it was always
Your right had to be absolutely wrong
Have you heard that I don't mind?
Static screen was a silver spoon moving on
So now you wonder how to waste all this good time
You should do it soon
You should do it soon
Don't scoff, we're nothing but a thought
Pieces of memory soon to be forgotten
Big deal, we haven't a view, or a clue that eccentric
(Our mind/body spontaneously kinetic)
Through undivided motion, it was purely electric
(Our mind/body spontaneously kinetic)
(Our mind/body spontaneously kinetic)
Big deal, we haven't a view, or a clue that eccentric
(Our mind/body spontaneously kinetic)
Through undivided motion, it was purely electric
(Our mind/body spontaneously kinetic)
(Our mind/body spontaneously kinetic)
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Bound to You
by idkadrian on April 30, 2016No CommentsI would've given up my worst to do better than my best
I would've been ready, if I hadn't been this distressed
I would have done things different so I must confess
Maggot brain to a fickle heart
Useless worries couldn't keep us apart
Maggot brain to a fickle heart
Useless worries couldn't keep us apart
I'm such an otherworldly savant so I thought
Enjoying much attention, all eyes were on me
Enjoying much attention, are you surprised?
You bundled into a clench, I wasn't what you want
I'm commending you to go, I'm depending on me
I'm commending you to go, I'm reliving a fantasy
Enjoying much attention, all eyes were on me
Enjoying much attention, are you surprised?
I would've given up my worst to do better than my best
I would've been ready, if I hadn't been this distressed
I would have done things different so I must confess
Maggot brain to a fickle heart
Useless worries couldn't keep us apart
Maggot brain to a fickle heart
Useless worries couldn't keep us apart
Love was revoked
Well, I hope you choke
I'd be volatile if I could
But we couldn't cope
Narrow aisles
Endless cycles
Life in piles to do
Here I am, bound to you
Love was revoked
Well, I hope you choke
I'd be volatile, if I could
But we couldn't cope
Narrow aisles
Endless cycles
Life in piles to do
Here I am, bound to you
I would've given up my worst to do better than my best
I would've been ready, if I hadn't been this distressed
I would have done things different so I must confess
Maggot brain to a fickle heart
Useless worries couldn't keep us apart
Maggot brain to a fickle heart
Useless worries couldn't keep us apart
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Ghoulardi: Lovelorn
by idkadrian on March 16, 20161 Comment1. Bound to You
2. Night of the Living Hotel
3. What We Left Unsaid
4. Purely Electric
5. Love in Terraform
6. Hollow Man
7. Viably Stricken
8. Shadowplay
9. Long Story Short, I'm Not Sorry
10. The Hideout
11. Driftwood
12. One in the Same
13. Wake Up Call
Exchange all your summer for winter's cold snap
We haven't much surrounding
Should we ever come back
Come back to it, come back to it and turn to black
I couldn't fear that final outcome's aftermath
You'd be so sad, it's a lonesome hand
Was disappointment giving the third degree?
I believe we can correlate ourselves to dream
But that's not our reality and before you'd say
That wasn't our shadowplay
What concerns about me peeled you off?
What was it that drove you all the way?
There's just no way around the other side
We can talk until our destination arrives
The roads we can no longer abide
Give us death, because it's no surprise
What to do about it in the meanttime?
Was disappointment giving the third degree?
I believe we can correlate ourselves to dream
But that's not our reality and before you'd say
That wasn't our shadowplay
What concerns about me peeled you off?
What was it that drove you all the way?
The world was an open door
We had a safety net there before
It may be best we fall to floor
With nothing furthermore