I hear the crys of the damed! Can you hear them?... I hear the crys of the lost in this old black church! Can you hear them?... I hear the crys of the dead! Can you hear them?... I hear the crys of the ones you left behind! Can you hear them?... I am a believer nothing could be worse we are all lost in this old black church!God can you hear our crys!?I am dead insid!God can you hear that!? I am damed to this heartless world!God can you hear that!?You left me behind god!Can you hear that!?If not then I will start screaming it! SCREAMING IT!SCREAMING IT!

Rain falls on dry lonely ground. It gives it life.Rain gives the ground green grass.What a beatiful sight. I wonder why some of us say rain rain go away come agine another day.Well I say rain rain dont go away,pleas go away another day. Rain falls on my sadend face and I start to sing in the rain.The rain gives me joy. What a delight!

So Im writing this for no dame reson,but why do peopl now of days pick on the weak and tyerd.Caus I just dont get it!Im tyerd of it.Am I the only one who gives a dame!Its just not right! Im so sick of being picked on caus I mite look emo or like a cuter!Its just not right.Dont get me wrong I can take up for myself ,but for the ones who cant.I think we all are sick of it! Well I just wanted to writ this.I dont know if enyone will read this.

So last night I had another dream about you my once called lover.Im so tired of haveing these love nightmares of you.Just get out of my head! So in less than Three weeks Im going to see you in that stupid school.And all my nightmares will come to get me agine.Every time I see you my heart drops like a stone.I wish I never fell in love with an ass like you...

Shadows come right beneath me. They haunt me like a ghost of my past.I run,and run.But they still follow me.Then I fall,and everything go's black.someone please help me! Am I Dead! Chorus- I am running away from a shadow of myself. I have drowned myself in my own pain. Someone save me from myself. I think Im over. Someone save me from myself I think Im dead!No! I hear screams in the darkness. I knew these shadows would come back to get me. I try and try to escape.But they still get me! Then I just scream.Someone please help me! Am I Dead! Chorus-x2 I am running away from a shadow of myself. I have drowned myself in my own pain. Someone save me from myself. I think Im over. Someone save me from myself. I think Im dead!Go! They are choking me.They are coming for me! Should I run and hide or should I face and fight. So come and get me now its time to fight! Chorus-x2 I am running away from a shadow of myself. I have drowned myself in my own pain. Someone save me from myself. I think Im over. Someone save me from myself. I think Im dead!Go! I will not run no more!So come and get me now its time to fight!Time to fight!

Oh butterfly,oh beautifull butterfly pleas fly around me,and share your beauti with me. Your purple,and black wing's I love. I wish I had those wings. You fly so gently,swift. If only I could do that. When you land on a gentle flower you spread your joy to it.Dame I wish I could do that. Oh butterfly will you pleas land on me,and share your joy with me.Oh butterfly,Oh beautifull butterfly pleas fly around me...

Love What is love? What does this beautiful word mean.Somone pleas tell me. Love is beautiful. Love is a gerat feeling. Love is bliss. Love is hard to fined somtimes,well if you are me... I fell in love onec befor. It fellt wonderfull. But sadly I was the only one loveing... Im still looking for the one that will give me an answer to my question,and the one that will give me the answer will be the one for me...

What I am... Well if you ask my Mom she would say,shes a troubled gerl who never lisens to no one. Well if you ask my Dad,Well I dont really know what he would say.I I havent seen that son of a bitch in 8 years. Well if you ask my friends,they would say shes a badass,that smokes and gets in to,to meany fights. Well if you ask all my ex boyfriends they would say shes a bitch that sings to much,and crys to much. If they only knew what I really am.If they only knew the real me... Im strong when I want to be. Im funny.Im the type to fight all the boys when I need to. Even if they mite be stronger than me.Im loveing.Im cearing. Im clumsy.Im somtimes sad,and lonly.I dont get screard that much. IM NOT ALL BAD!!! If they only knew... Meaybe someday somone will find me,and get to know the real me, and dont look at all the bad crap that I have done......

Dame Im so sick of the summer.I wish It was fall. When all of the colorfull leaves fall.It is such a ball. I wish I could dance all around those colorfull leaves. That would be so nice. Toss,toss all the leaves around me,this is such a ball.I wish I could see the leaves blowing in the wild wined.Blow,blow leaves blow.I wish I could feel you wild wind.If I could It would be such a ball. Dame I Wish It Was Fall.....

A few mounth's ago you would of seen me crying, and giveing up on life,But now I have opened up eyes, and now I can see how you put me to the brink of killing myself,and giveing up on love. Now I see how you loved to see me crying over you.Now I see how you used me. Now I see how dum I was to believe that you loved me.Now I see how dum I was to to let you use me.What the hell was I thinking. But now I know that you are not the one for me.The one for me will love me for me.The one for me will not lie to me.The one for me will make me laugh. The one for me will be there for me when everything is going wrong,and the one for me will be nothing like you. So I will look,and look for the guy for me.So I shall say good bey to you.And Im going to live,and I will not Be afraid to ceep on liveing caus life start's now for me,And one day I shall find the one guy for me...