I know a guy who is in a band who're releasing an EP on itunes. I know another who has been signed for a big football team. They're a year or two older than me. Last night mum said "...and what happened to my children?" It was a so-called joke. And it hurt like shit. Anybody ever felt like their not good enough? P.S - 'Case anybody's interested the band are called The Modests.

I felt distant today. Not sad-distant, just distant. Me and my dad were in the car tonight and it was raining. We weren't talking and the radio was on. I couldn't feel any specific emotions or anything and I just was looking at everything, look, blink, look elsewhere.... The other cars seemed sleepy and all the people on a bus were listening to their music and away in their own distant places.