Today I went to see my Gran in hospital, she got taken in last week after a bad fall. Turns out she had a stroke but nothing too bad (thank God), she's getting some words mixed up a bit but the nurses say that shes able to walk really well. I swear her dementia is better than before she fell (she did ask the same question a few times though) and she seems really perky and bright. I was so so worried about her before I saw her but now I'm a fair bit less. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Last week I got too wrapped up in my emotions again and began to think how many people would actually miss me if I weren't here. At first I thought hardly any but then I thought "oh what about them and them and them...." and the imaginary list grew and kept going and I said to myself "stuff the original thought!" WannabePunkEmoKid =D