I know I haven't posted that much recently but I think I'm gunna try to put up some more. Heres a sorta mini updatey type thing - o Schools out next friday for summer and its just beginning to feel real and summery (despite the fact that it's raining). Reality is getting a bit scary though, I can't believe I've been at high school for two years already and i know it's gonna get faster so I wanna try to enjoy the ride. o I've started getting bass guitar lessons and I really am going to practice and play as much as possible. o I bought another notebook a coupla weeks ago then brought it home to find out i have far too many notebooks to actually fill with anything but I'll try! o I try songwriting a fair bit and I can invent all these emotional conversations and events in my head but then whenever I try to write something nothing works y'know. o I'm constantly singing something in my head or out loud whenever nobody's around - except my brother who says I can't sing at all but it doesnt stop me. o And I'm going to see Bon Jovi in Edinburgh next week which is awesomely exciting I probably could write some more here but I'll leave it at that 'coz it could take a while. WannabePunkEmoKid =D

Today i done something that I think most people thought stupid they laughed i think they think i should be ashamed but i'm not I'm proud, happy, relieved, And I am ALIVE!