Newsflash comes on One more girl attacked In broad daylight One more indecent act Someone grabbed her by her arm No, she never meant no harm But a mad look was in his eyes He set himself and took her by surprise CHORUS: If only I was there To show that someone cared If I had wings to fly Could have been by her side If I could break these chains I could just heal her pain But I'm still in my cage Heart filling up with rage And then just last Friday I heard to my dismay Explicit t-shirts with explicit messages: "Relax it's only sex" And then what I heard next Young girl bloodied and gagged And all dressed up in rags YOU THINK IT'S FUNNY?!? YOU THINK IT'S COOL?!? YOU THINK IT'S TRENDY?!? THEN YOU'RE A FOOL!!! So quit your thoughtless game Or you'll be put to shame Put yourself in her shoes Think about what you'd do Please....

I heard you say to me a year ago I was far too nice And when you said to me that I would never be admired You better think again Chorus: I was hurting So I'm saying Just you wait till tomorrow Just you wait till I prove you wrong And I get the feeling when the tide begins to change You'll be the one who's alone Someday I will find her Or maybe that someone will find me, find me, find me One day I will find her I'm not gonna stop until I got her, I got her, I got her, yeah You're the one who thinks you are the shit That you can do what you please And when I saw that picture on your laptop I had to walk away and have you out of my sight You think you are a king Chorus (x2)

Four days ago, my fears were confirmed: the girl I have such deep feelings for has indeed been taken. Well not "taken" as such cos I never had her. You know what I mean. How I found this out, however, was during a pleasant conversation I had with her on the bus up to Yea. We talked about a lot of stuff ranging from what subjects we were doing to what we wanted to do after school to her showing me her pictures that she took and others she had made on her phone. Gosh she's creative. There was one with a picture of a broken heart with clocks printed on the heart and behind it was a dark-green background. She told me that was her favourite one and I said the same. Even though I now know fully that she's already with somebody I actually feel better, because at least I've talked to her and we got along brilliantly. That day was good for that sole reason; everything else seemed irrelevant. Being next to her that day gave me the tingles and I had this really nice, fluffy, secure feeling, something which I haven't felt for years, if at all. At the end of the day though, it looks like I'm going to have to find another girl to fall in love with. Even if I have to wait for my time to enter the next world, if you know what I mean. Some of us say to ourselves that, quoting Dave Grohl, "someone's always someone else's one", and I've been guilty of thinking this way many times, and probably still will, but SOMETHING will always come around. Song of the day: Pearl Jam - Rearviewmirror