You held dear to the feelings you fear not following your heart was a shot in the dark secrets wont tell of the feelings that fell that supernova knowing its over rest in peace or was it pieces picking myself of the ground beneath us its over between us

Changing. re-arranging. picture in my mind of myself I've been framing. i am not naming. i am not playing. i am not in control. is there anything aiming to set apart the fate of mine i have tried taming. to late to let go not sure if I'm holding on. dispense myself but afraid to bleed aside from that its not death i need just to find a release will it make this seize what, what, what to do with out you going, going, going it alone with out you blaming shaming not want but trust am i just like you contemplating? i am not running i am not cunning i am not out of my mind all of it I've been facing. not my heart but my soul that's been racing. to late to let go not sure if I'm holding on. dispense myself but afraid to bleed aside from that its not death i need just to find a release will it make this seize what, what, what to do with out you going, going, going it alone with out you missing wishing when will i see you and me together reuniting? i am not dreaming i am not screaming i am not lost alone time from me not taking left torn apart asleep finding you keeps me from wakening to late to let go not sure if I'm holding on. dispense myself but afraid to bleed aside from that its not death i need just to find a release will it make this seize what, what, what to do with out you going, going, going it alone with out you