I am listening to the fray on my mother's ipod sitting on the couch having a gut wrenching moment. I always used listen to the fray on the carpet of my mother's bedroom, it was a really good carpet. It was cream coloured and so soft you could fall asleep on it.(Until you got a headache because despite all it's soft fluffiness you could eventually feel the hard wooden floor underneath.) But I would lie on my stomach and play the fray over and over again, for hours on end and I felt happy and safe. I haven't felt like that in while which is sad. Everything is changing so quickly for me and I don't know why. I feel like crying but I won't because I'm so exhausted (but I can't fall asleep.) I'm probably the only person who will read this and I don't mind because I just needed to let it out. Phew, I feel better now. If anyone else does read this thanks for bothering. :)