i don't quite know what to say. Purple. I think purple is nice. Its calming to me. So is red, for some reason. I am very, very bored. When i get this bored, my body starts to ache. and my head hurts. and i can't try to sleep at all, cause i wouldn't be able to. I'm downloading some movies to watch, but really i have no desire to watch them. I don't know if thats called being bored or something else... hopefully just being bored. I don't know if i could handle anything else. In psychology a could days ago, we took the personality test. My personality came out to be an ISTJ aka The Duty Fulfiller. I cringe at the thought. I read the description which basically stated the fact that i was a cold hearted bitch. Great, dreams do come true. It ruined my day. In the back of my mind, those 'bitchy' thoughts did float around, but it wasn't stated so earnestly and bluntly before. I felt like someone punched me in the gut. I'm scared to be a cold hearted person. I don't want to be void of feelings towards others. Makes me nervous. Speaking of things that make me nervous. Its the super cliche topic, but its still true nonetheless. I like this guy. But don't loose interest yet! Me liking a guy is a big deal. Remember, cold void-of-feelings-bitch here. But heres where the dream ends; he likes another girl, and she likes him. Mutual attraction. And she's my friend. Harsh. Yeah, i know, "Stop being a whiny butthole" I can't help it. I just have white girl problems. This has been helpful on easing the suffering of boredom. So thanks. P.S. My head is still pounding in my skull. #white girl problems