lmao Raine Maida was on BT this morning "So you guys were here last for the Olympics." "........ ......... .........mhm." HE IS A MAN OF MANY WORDS IS HE NOT

That mood was soured a bit by my ex-stepmom. She called us at 11 last night, but my dad was at his girlfriend's house so I answered. And I heard "YOU WANT ME TO TELL HIM?" and then my stepsister "Why are you acting like this?" "WELL WHY DON'T YOU TELL HIM YOURSELF?" "Just calm down..." "HE-" but then I said "Hello?" and there was a pause, and she hung up. My stepmom sounded really angry. Like. Like she was gonna knife me over the phone. I think she was mad because my stepsister, Brianna, is pregnant. But I dunno why my dad would care. Lori just needs to lay off the pipe is all, I think. Literally.

I feel really good right now. I felt pretty bad at school, what with the shorts things and self-conscious etc But I feel great now. Don't know why, but I'm not complaining. So now I'm gonna go play Prince of Persia and embrace the feeling.

I was in such a rush this morning I just grabbed the first pants thing I saw Now I'm steppin through the hallway rocking my beige gym capris, I feel fabulous but whatever, haters gonna hate etc

HI MY NAME IS LEE AND I LOST TEN POUNDS BY DOING NOTHING no seriously I was noticing that things were fitting a little more loosely (sp?) so I went and weighed myself from kicks and I dropped from 146 to 136 and I have no idea how That doesn't make sense to me since I don't like run around or anything except during P.E., and even then only enough to get passing marks, and in my spare time I just sit around and game and sleep and perfect my hot chocolate recipe, so I don't even... what. At first I thought maybe I'd just lost muscle, but who the hell loses ten pounds of mucsle that isn't buff and notices no difference in mobility. So there goes that. IDK I'm not complaining it just weirds me out a bit. The whole day has been weird actually. I woke up this morning at 6:10, got in the shower, came back out, IT WAS 6:54 so either I seriously stood in the shower for forty minutes (H-HOW IT FELT LIKE TEN?) or I've somehow discovered time travel I have no fucking idea

playing poker on YPP flop is QH, 10D, KH Player 3 goes all in, everyone folds but three people river and turn are 5S and KD Player 3's hand: 3S and 4H Player 3 says: "oh no I would have had flush" o-o

still no word on the writing contest, but three schools were participating, so. I'm not sure how well I did; I probably won't place but that's okay. Kari is all... srs business writer now. Even though she's... not that good. I read her entry and it was really confusing, to tell what was going on, and the language was really flowery and archaic and I just couldn't understand it. But she was going on about how she could totally do 50k words in a day (watch out, NaNoWriMo) and she's working on character sheets and the like. And I'm all... k. We went to the sports center for P.E. today, I walked there with Brendan and Tom so that was fun, but then we were playing racquetball and I got in on the last session and Brendan kept making me serve and Leanne kept tring to show me how to "do it right" and holding my wrist all these weird ways, but when I swing my arm my wrist turns wrong anyway, and I couldn't do it. And I kept saying, "Guys I don't want to do this anymore I don't want to serve anymore," after like the thirtieth time, but Leanne kept telling me I could do it and then I couldn't and I started crying I got so frustrated, and Brendan looked like he felt really bad for me and then I felt even worse. I wish I could be more coordinated in sports, and not so klutzy and I wish I didn't have problems with perception and that my wrist didn't turn weird ways on it's own. But Tom and Riley and Paul were really nice to me afterwards so that made me feel a bit better. And I made myself tacos for dinner, which also made me feel better lmao. My head hurts really bad for some reason though. OHHHH and I'm downloading F.E.A.R. 2. Jess wants to see me play (and freak out and sob... XD) so she's coming over on the weekend to hold my hand while I try and go through it, supposedly. Haha.

but tea will have to do SO I WAS ENTERED IN A CREATIVE WRITING CONTEST AGAINST MY WILL orz Kari signed me up with her and i'm only really looking forward to the class-missing and the free food Also James is entered too and I want to see what he writes because he's an amazing goddamned writer. Like. So awesome. so there's that and come to think of it idk why I'm complaining

fuck I just realized the only reason I'm even going to practice today is because I'm lonely. even though in theory I shouldn't because I'm "sick" and I feel gross I wonder if I SHOULD just stay here, but then I'd feel bad about it. w/e, I'll put up with all these people I hate for another day

I CAN'T HANDLE HIATUS because I am weak I have too much to talk about. like today I stayed home because I've got bad cramps and I feel nauseous and weird and TMI and I don't wanna do anything. So I went into my dad's room this morning whining all "Daaaaaad can I stay hoooommmmme Idon'tfeeeeeeel gooooooood" and he said "WELL I GUESS" like he didn't believe me but you know what at the end of the day, I'm the one who wins, because you let me stay home even if you didn't believe me. And he got called into work a few minutes later anyhow so I can get up and do things and watch TV and not get yelled at which is nice. I mean that's not a very interesting story to desperately want to tell but still Looking down I'm seeing my hands have all these scratches I didn't notice before. I almost fell off a cliff on Saturday so that's probably where I got them. in other words, witch house is a pretty weird genre eh