and i wonder why im actually writing in here right now. i'll probably write in here for like 3 straight days and never sign on to this site again. i could keep rambling like i just did in my head for the past two minutes trying to think of what is it exactly people write in here. like i know about my life and my dad? last night my brothers ruined everything and i couldnt go up to pennstate.so i just drank with friends instead. or do i write things about songs i like? thats why i just comment on the lyrics..that's actually pretty relaxing do that. most people i'm close if they don't already, would now definetly think of me as an oddball if they read this. shiiit man almost summer. im excited. supposed to be going out right now to visit fii at her work with justin. but im here. i lost my earrings when i took them off this morning. awesome. lol lst night though i drank way too much. in the middle of the night fiorela moved closer to me in bed cause she was cold and i forgot she was even there ( that drunk ). i thought it was just my dog trying to cuddle so i put my hand on her and freaked out when i realized it was a person and not my puppy..haha. arite enough of this...im fidgety. bahhye