I go easy I go easy into the clouds I cant do it anymore And I dont I don't believe you I don't believe me tell me I'm pretty I want to go easy

I am seven and I had a dream they told you so much you believe but shes still holding out her hand im throbbing but I dont understand I think I could hold a girl but still not in this world you can tell us what is sin so we can hide it all in Yes, I think I could love you and be accepted too And I guess I was fifteen when he tells me he loves me you think god hates me right? yes, not in love just trying to hide

tear this heart apart like you own it tear this carcass apart like you care about it you only love me when I'm somebody else you only love me when I'm somebody else and you wont hold me but you dont hold anyone else you only love me when I'm somebody else tear these chemicals tear this memory tear these ventricals like you know me