Wouldnt you hate it, if things were better for me? when things dont fit, you get your fix dont you agree?

youre always talking about what you want you say youre done but then you make me talk. again. always again. the fake drips from you in cold sweats and you go forward with no regrets like that night you told me i was special no feelings its falsley emotional. and you say it my choice to be abused you say youre sorry and then you use me again. always again. why do i go back to this, love can make you do some crazy shit. Im not unfimilar with being walked on. I am a first for you so you should be the one feeling grateful. so goddam regretful. why did you let me feel special?! youre always talking about what you want you say youre done but then you make me talk. again. always again. and you say it my choice to be abused you say youre sorry and then you use me again. always again.

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Em g Im going to the war so I can feel like a man Not that I didn’t feel holding your hand. I was ashamed; I was the feeling of guilt I was the awkward nights of facing what I felt. Am c g And why don’t I have rights anymore? Am c em Just to fit the feelings, I’ve felt before. Em c g I am a man; I’m going off to war. Am c em So I can remember what I’m for. em g And I remember my father’s fists Hurtling into the sides you grab my wrists. All I wanted was approval I’m not being a man I’m being sinful. Em c g Im going off to war so I can hold your hand, can hold your hand. Im going off to sit not at his left hand, right hand right hand. And god will look on me, look on me not like my father had. Em c em Im going off to be a man, to be man. Am c g And why don’t I have rights anymore? Am c em Just to fit the feelings, I’ve felt before. Em c g I am a man; I’m going off to war. Am c em So I can remember what I’m for.