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  • i start to hate me.

    by AlexandHelen on June 24, 2010
    i cant hold myself back much longer my personality is solid anger and ive altered myself so much this time that i cant get myself back in line and im a real creep and you can see so you treat the others different from me and sometimes thats not bad. just makes me think. yeah, you know im a creep so you never let me leave and you try to change the flow honey, thats been done before. and thats just bad. I start to hate me. i cant hold myself back much longer my personality is solid anger and ive altered myself so much this time that i cant get myself back in line and sometimes thats not bad. just makes me think. and thats just bad. I start to hate me.
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  • piece of meat

    by AlexandHelen on June 07, 2010
    So how does it feel to be unloved, unloved? Does it feel like every morning when i wake up? Or does it feel like the rest of the days before, cause your nothing but a untouched solider. And are you afraid? Of going into war? If I know the way, could I show you more? Youre so afraid to be loved so immature. If you say you disagree well then come explore. Now, dont ever love me please just dont. cause when you leave me the heartbreak wont. and I've been torn up. I've been abused. Like a peice of meat left in the woods. Dont tell me something stupid, like you love me, love me. Dont tell me a goddam lie, like you'll never leave. Don't say something idiotic like im pretty, please just dont. cause you'll be out of my life, but the heartbreak wont. Dont tell me something stupid, like you love me, love me. Dont tell me a goddam lie, like you'll never leave. Don't say something idiotic like im pretty, please just dont. cause you'll be out of my life, but the heartbreak wont.
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