maybe its just me i like the way the clouds look and the way the sun shines and i like the way i feel when i'm with you except they say things like oh for sure he's really into you but is that true? when i always edit what i'm going to say for you i don't think that means to much except that its a little harder to get through your heart cause your head is always in the way and maybe its a reason to run away but its kinda nice to see a boy and know that he isn't wrapped up in his own heart strings cause thats quite a mess and i don't want to pick it up just like all those other times when i left them and their hearts laying on the floor i'm sorry but theres something underneath inside and i don't know if i like it and i'm not sure i want to you act dangerous and you never tell the truth you think you put it past me but you don't oh you are so full of your gallivanting self and maybe thats why i don't feel so bad about stomping on your heart so repeatedly its not that i ever had anything for you more like i was selfish and keeping you all tied up cause it made you feel useful and it was a nice way to wast time waiting for someone who is a mystery i'm not sure what he thinks his heart is neatly tucked in for now and i like that i'm not as in control. you seem to disagree with me? i controlled even though you best me physically i always win emotionally you let me in and i looked around it is so easy to break something when you don't care about where or when or how and in other circumstances it is too easy to break something you watch like a hawk so i suppose the weathers stormy now and the wind is in a frenzy but i just had to remind you that this world is not meant for scary things i don't want your dark light your lies and whatever dreadful new situation you decide to break up the montony of small town life i'm happy here in the sunshine you better not toe the line

looking up like a picture in a looking glass i can't see when you exist so prominently looking through you you're looking through me i can't see clearly when you exist so prominently i'm seeing duplicates and doubles just to see your point of veiw but symmetry is so hard to look through i'm looking at something i've seen before and i don't know what it means multiple choice sounds easier to me i'm looking and seeing and completely dis-beleiving you can't be kidding me you can't be kidding me i won't fall, not again i'm on crutches again i won't fall, not again you don't see you DON"T see how do you make the blind beleive? i can't speak english and explain it to you is there some symbol you use? is there some system a secret? i can't beleive i only see what i mean only because thats all you mean to me

I'm sorry! i'm not even listening my head is on the ground and thats where i like it my feet are walking,but i'm not sure where they're going and thats where i like them my heart is dizzy my hands are ecstatic everythings changed! but everything is the same oh you don't know! but you should and you will! oh, darling please believe me when i tell you that i'll never do you no harm so i'm walking and talking and i don't even know put my hands on the stars and i'm pulling myself up i'm moving up! you could guess but don't because i want you to know! i want to tell you! one! two! three! race ya!