for the time being I thought I wouldn't have to think about anything, scared if i slow down, everything will catch up. but now I know you want to, want to slow down, want to let it catch up, i can see it in your not everyday normal eyes, and i can see it in vulnerable places, places i never let my head get to, never let my heart consider, because a lot of the time, i feel like i could be broken, i feel like i could be shattered and the only thing that remains keeping me together is willpower, and you know there's only so much of that. I'm sorry, my words keep running and my thoughts keep going and don't over think it, but you know, you know (I  know, I know) that this soundtrack is going to envlope me until i have my head against your chest and my arms around you and i start thinking, I start thinking just about us, I start thinking about how alive you are, I start thinking about how caring you are, i start thinking about how much i like you, i start thinking about how you hold me, how you don't have to let go to fall asleep, how we can be so innocent, how i can be so innocent, even though, i really don't want to admit to it.  how much i want to let my heart beat for you, how much i want to take that deep satisfied breathe that says i'm done running, done pretending i'm a step ahead of the game. because i'm not. I'm not. i like you. i could love you, someday, i could love you.