What are you afraid of The love that couldn't be The next guy to break your heart Or your darkness you can't see  As you get older never forget From where you did once came  But I'll always remember  This thing you became I can search around for another But noone else could ever replace Your split personality  Or beautiful face You can run and hide  From whatever is true But sooner or later  It will come back to haunt you Your cries for help fall upon  Those with deaf ears No one will listen  To your hopes or fears I walk away from you now Leave you alone from which you came I'll only return to you  Once you're animal is tame I came to you running When you were pleading and calling Gave you all my stregnth  To stop you from falling One day you say you love me Want me to love and care for Next day you hurt and abuse me Then kick me out the door What have I done to deserve this All I done is give you my all In return I get hurt and scarred  Feelings that make me feel small I'll give you one last chance  Once I know for sure The real you is back Back for me to love an adore Until that day arrives All I can say is this I'll always have feelings for you And will pray for your happiness

I've never been so confused I don't know what to do No matter how hard I try  I always end up hurting you I hate leaving you behind  When I'm not with you I feel like dying But when I am with you You look like crying Is there something I've done wrong Or something I could have said To make you feel like this Am I messing with your head? They said it wouldn't work But nothing is promised  If we ever break up Atleast I can say I was honest Once I leave you  I'll be gone forever  As I now realise  We can't be together  It will Hurt for a while  But it has to be done for our sake I know we are both hurt there's little left my heart can take I know you'll find someone else So I say this is it The next guy you find Is one lucky git Tell him for me to love you To always treat you right To wrap you in his arms  When it gets cold at night When you feel like cryin Or feeling really down Remember you'll always be my queen And for you I'll keep your crown So this is it my love This is good bye for good I hope you get this letter Before I get misunderstood  

What are you afraid of The love that couldn't be The next guy to break your heart Or your darkness you can't see  As you get older never forget From where you did once came  But I'll always remember  This thing you became I can search around for another But noone else could ever replace Your split personality  Or beautiful face You can run and hide  From whatever is true But sooner or later  It will come back to haunt you Your cries for help fall upon  Those with deaf ears No one will listen  To your hopes or fears I walk away from you now Leave you alone from which you came I'll only return to you  Once you're animal is tame I came to you running When you were pleading and calling Gave you all my stregnth  To stop you from falling One day you say you love me Want me to love and care for Next day you hurt and abuse me Then kick me out the door What have I done to deserve this All I done is give you my all In return I get hurt and scarred  Feelings that make me feel small I'll give you one last chance  Once I know for sure The real you is back Back for me to love an adore Until that day arrives All I can say is this I'll always have feelings for you And will pray for your happiness...

At night when I lay awake  I can feel something deep within I can feel it growl feel it bite I can feel it beneath my skin It gets a hold of you  It's like a never ending dream Wake up covered in sweat Wanting to scream It changes who I am I can't help what I've become Thought it was all over Now I realise it has just begun It wants to come out It wants to be free I never would have thought The monster is really me  No more tears Stop your crying Coz all this time  I was lying  Its too late now The transformation is done  Can't stop now The game has just begun Hide in your room Under your bed The monster will find you And fuck with your head  Runaway now  Away from the blood and gore Before it starts A never ending war 

Wow.....the sky is a nice blue for once.....but cold...:S oh well the chills will relax me and help clear my mind XD cbf for maths anymore i cant stand some of the people in the room :@ not fun. might write a few poems who needs algebra anywayz XD

Feel him on your skin Sending shivers up your spine Kiss him softley on the lips Coz deep down you feel like cryin Look in his eyes  See the lust  He's unclothed you like He feels like he must  Why Lie there and take it It Happens almost every night He doesn't love you girl  Wake up and see the light He wants your body  He wants your soul Stop digging yourself A bigger hole You deserve better You could do much more Stop this now You're not a little whore Truth is me dear I don't like you like this So sad and depressed  Since he called you his It didn't have to end like this He wasn't there?  Noone else was there? Was it too much to bear?  Truth is my sweet I loved you  With all my heart I was always true  You could have asked for help I would have come running But you couldn't stop yourself or The flow of blood coming  Good bye my love Good bye my sweet  I did love you but to him You were just another piece of meat.

In the mornin I wake And in my bed I wonder how Your beauty can take My breath away At night I look at a star So bright and gold Wishing you were  Here for me to hold If someone was to ask What would I do for you It doesn't take much thought Of the things I would do Like bleed my heart  Just to see you smile Or to hold you in my arms  Just for a little while As time flies by As it will do Always remember  I'll forever love you xxx

Well hello to y'all reading this thought id be nice and kindly inform you of a mishap between Casper and myself...CASPER is my twin and sometimes he/she likes to pretend to be me to get into the not so magical land of wonderland to have tea and crumpets with the mad hatter...(great fella btw MAD HATTER FTW XD) but since i have learnt Caspers secret about his/her lust for meltd chocolate on turquoise pineapples we have come to some sort of an agreement...Casper...you can not i repeat NOT mess with my little horsey no more!!!!!! she will not marry you EVER no matter what golden carrot you offer her i will lock her away with Rapunzell!!!!! in the deep dark forest never to be left out again. i know its harsh but i shall protect her from your evil clutches Casper!!!!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAH XD lolz XD never gets old eh Jade???? XD haha Casper loves nou XD XD XD XD and Casper loves Sean too XD....did i forget alex???? sorry XD loves nou XD XD XD