I only wish you knew, The feelings I had weren't true, All this time you didn't have a clue,  it was what you done that I loved not you. Sorry i had to break,  It to you but so much is at stake, This love was just fake, My heart you could never break. Kiss her with the lips that touched mine, Fool yourself into thinking it's something divine, But when she stops trying, Don't come to me crying.

The clouds watch over From up above Filled with hate With no love I wait here Just for you But you don't know You don't have a clue The things I did for you You always came first You didn't care Made me feel cursed But still I stand Still I wait I'll stay here no matter What problems I create I made you a promise To stay by your side Even if you hurt me Even if you lied I'll never leave you You own my heart We'll remain as one Til death do us part...

I've  kept it inside for far too long I've decided tonights the night We're gonna do this thing  I know its wrong but it just feels right I dunno what I should do No idea who to trust But one thing I'm sure of I have to do this to your disgust I'll Feel the cut I'll Feel the sting I'll end my life End the pain i will one day bring If You want to master Life and death Spill someone elses blood And take their last breath It's not as easy  As it may seem It doesn't feel right More like a dream But dreams are nice So perhaps it's a nightmare That creeps on you as you sleep As a laugh and as a scare Take my heart that pumps my blood Take my lungs that takes in air It's not like you loved me Bet you don't even care I loved you babe And to be honest I still do There isn't anything I wouldn't  Say or do for you  If this is farewell Then get it over and done with It's easier to run away from problems Than it is to forgive    You can sit there With those problems in your head As I lie here covered in blood With my wrist cut hanging off my bed