He wanted you He had you As well as another Now he no longer wants you And Who, Who's to say he ever wanted you... Wanted your soul. It was the fact that you were unattainable. and THAT that... was all he wanted.

A public display i quickly realized really does sicken my soul. I sit conveniently on my own, as i will from now on. I sulk, pathetically. My mind goes over your possible thoughts I close my eyes seeing a familiar face But this face has no meaning. WHAT... what is going on in my mind. It makes no sense, probably a repercussion from the lack of sleep i have been having, caused by you. I give my self to any boy with an open heart towards me, only to shatter my heart even more. How is it that i was the one that gave you away, but now i am the one who is becoming broken beyond repair. All i want is a word from you, a single word. anything to know you still exist. You haunt me as though you were dead. PROVE TO ME YOU EXIST stop this insanity.

I cannot imagine what I imagined. I love him I care for him I like him I like his attention I want him I felt it, it was right I have fun I reveal myself. but which is most important? I can not be it all.

As my eyes do wander Insomnia awakens me from my lost reality In the dead of night i am most alive the thought of you keeps me reeling always the thought never the sight i dream of a day with you that dream never ends a continuous chase to your heart