Becca14's Journal

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  • I have questions.

    by Becca14 on May 19, 2010
    Has 'It' really changed? It seems to be going in some 'unviewable' pattern. I can't say I am confused or I am positive. Neither will end up 'fitting'. I (me) will not settle, will I ever? Is it just me, or someone else, something else... Horrifying! But I'm in 'LOVE' with 'It'. This, is it enough to keep me 'suited'. do I already have my answer? or shall I continue in my 'odd' search for the 'Definement'. Not selfish, but needy. not wanting, but most definitely settling.
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  • Catipillerss....)blahhh.

    by Becca14 on May 13, 2010
    Not the most known Not the most 'viewn' But myself, I do prefer them, why? Were and are the 'start'. 'Beautiful', even that can't break down their extrodinary definement. Not the last. Not the most. But the best, always will. We use these 'words' of enjoyment. Cute, fun, cuddly, warming, loveable, amazing. But not many. There viewing Is'nt full. Open each. And all. More and better will come from. 'Action'.
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  • Good Times.

    by Becca14 on May 12, 2010
    Good times are the ones when nothing bad's on your mind. When you wish It will never end. When Your having so much fun you forget that it's almost over. Good times also turn on you, In the sense that they can completely change. One minute your in 'Paradise' and the next you don't see how your life can possibly get any worse. I wonder If theirs a place of non stop everlasting 'good times'. A place where anything 'bad' is bullet proofed for it. People speak of that place, they give it the name 'Heaven'. They say, It's so perfect, The highest enjoyment our minds could come up with, 'Heaven' tops that thought by far. So you wonder. Where did all this 'Beauty' come from. It just can't be 'naturally' here, well If your low on keeping on, Turn to 'good' for yourself, (that won't 'End'.).....To be 'safe'. NO!..1-1 Is 'BOTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'????? ....I'm sure 0-0
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  • Confusion

    by Becca14 on May 06, 2010
    They all do. Everyone I'm sure of them all. For 'He' says you have to. But I complain I have reasons Why I won't and don't It makes sense right? 0_o All end all the time, with that 'Infriscum' 'Confusion' Why would 'You'?, All that SICK! Strong-Broken Even If I, (we) heel from the last. If It ends. No matter what Always Makes No Sense. And That's one That I'll always be able to subtract 'Confusion' from. I'm sure That will always be there. (So, If you bothered to Read this, I don't do 'Relationships'. I have my reasons why. For one I don't see the point in them, They don't seem to ever add up. and That 'Poem' Is explaining it in a small portion) -Thanx, Becca.
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  • 5-3-10, edited 'Faith', (: (I hope it's well, 'good'.

    by Becca14 on May 04, 2010
    Can this be? Is it 'real',when I see I will believe. even so, I will question as it comes. for that, 'Infriscum' will always live. 'Faith'? Why it says as loving,but shows as hypocritical. Theirs ever lasting. What will happen? Shall I just wait and see... Is this 'wrong!', to have questions. I think I wil, but of course am still not 'sure' Scattered as a dripping mirror. As I say all these 'words'. There no exact. I do not know. (as they don't) Is there a 'Truth?', with all. There just has to be!.(who would make a life with no meaning!) As 'Faith' is in the middle, a scary 'Thing'. Let it come? Maybe.
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