i come home every afternoon from school with a neutral expression.. and no one knows. i see things i hear thing and i have that neutral thing in my face.. that faces that give responses saying leave me alone independence cold heart response .does any one really care? i act weird or different.. is it to throw people off? is it too push people away ? i go to church and i feel of an outkast. feeling odd , like a freak. yet i either have that neutral or smile on my face. is anyone curious at all ? dont expect to; i dont trust anyone. but no one knows anything. under that neutral face afterschool theres fustration hurt anger compelled inside. that smile covers the tears and sadness. yet no on knows ..