I could write a poem about the things I love that you do. But I fear it would go on forever, because I wont ever stop loving you. The highlight of my day is when I get to see you smile, It brings me back to our first kiss, which left me in denial. When we used to play on the playground, I knew you were the one. Everyday I want to shout: "Im in love with you, (insert name here)" I want to grab ahold of you and suck the passion out, But anytime I have ever tried, nothing good has come about. =[

"Love the one you're with" explains my life perfectly. Welllll sort of. Except I cant even love the one im with because it just doesnt work like that. she loves another, but she cannot be with him. soooo she stays with me. wtfffff. my life is becoming GD episodes of the L-Word. wtffffffffffff. i am not even talking to my best friend now...she told me to fuck off yesterday. what kind of shit is that? i am not quite understanding. "When you told me you didn't need me anymore, well you know, i nearly broke down and cried. Oh darling, if you leave me, I'll never make it aloneeeeee. Believe me when i tell you, i'll never do you no harm." I fucken hate everyone. you just kiss your girlfriend in front of me like its nothing. i dont want to see that shit. in fact, it makes me want to slice a fucking gash in my arm. i'm not even a cutter.....wtf. i am seriously so close to just offing myself that its not even funny. fuck this fucking shit to the mother fucking max.