<p>unequivocal boredom, going through the motions, with circadian rhythms</p> <p>dictating the flow of life, the flow of my blood. once again i find myself with no self fufilling purpose</p> <p>unhappy, ai, bored. lifeless. one small joy (of head fantasies in the clouds) filled with narcissism and self pity. </p> <p>at least my body moves with music. at least i still feel pain. physical > emotional. </p> <p>a perpetual dream state.</p> <p>peace. I am fine. I am bored </p>