Sad girl posting here. How long has been it? Awhile... I'm not in a healthy relationship, it doesn't feel healthy to me. Maybe I'm not healthy but I'm starting to have my doubts. SO and I have different views to life. I'm not a dominant person, he wishes I was more dominant. I don't think that will work out in the long run, since I seek a dominant person too. SO is more health focused than I am, in the future I know I will be lazy and disappoint SO. I am a messy person and he is clean, so we can't live together. I can't sleep over at his house because I mess up his sleep, when I just want to be able to have sleepovers at my boyfriends house. Also our attitudes to diet, I do not want my child to grow up vegan, I'm happy if they grew up vegetarian and made the choice to become vegan by themselves. I guess they eat whatever they'll. I feel so conflicted. I feel that I should not continue this relationship because of the minor issues and conflicts, but I really do care about him, and have fun being around him. I need more than anyone can give me. I don't think I deserve to be with anyone now, I can't stay happy and be happy. I feel like a give a lot and get run over by people around me, I am a pushover. Unhappy.