the wind will carry you to another day another place, away from here, away from pain and attachments. you will not remember me, i will be too far away from you. our conversations will dry up and shrivel likes leaves in the fall. once beautiful conversations will become nothing more, dissolving into the mush of life. and you will live your life forgetting the past.

 a new job, and a new romantic interest.

[I didn't mean to abandon you my love, but why is it with each passing day I forget the things we had. Knowing the old me I wouldn;t want to forget. I loved you so deeply, you had my soul, now I just look at you like an old fond memory, and I hate that feeling. I still feel for you, even though it didn't work out, I never thought it would end.]

The new romantic interest in my life, is pretty amazing. He fills my void, and holds me tenderly. I just don't want my heart broken again.