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  • so this is heartache

    by alterEgo on August 31, 2014

    why wont you let me leave

    you're so cruel to me, more cruel than the last one

    if you want to end it, please end it now, so i can move on, and look for someone who actually cares.

    I want to kill myself, but you're not worth killing myself for. i want to avoid you. i want to hate you and not talk to you. 

    goodbye boyfriend, goodbye heartless, good bye blind to others feelings. i don't believe were meant to be. you fail to communicate. by not saying things that bothered you, and telling me it all one go, we aren't even together.

    you keep sending me one worded responses, and send me to a place were i cry all the time. i don;t even want to tell you why im feeling terrible. you are not good to me, or are you. im just insane now. im going to try and avoid everyone, because everything is making me upset. loose screw.

    if i die, im happy. maybe he will care.

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