the faint tapping against wet glass. disjointed beats played against my agitated heart. my heart throbs blood, pulsing warmth across my neck and to my wrist, where i hear you trying to talk to me through the tapping of the glass. the light from the window shines through moonlit speckles of dew, the remains of a late afternoon shower. only the trickling remains audible. it dabbles on soft and forgoing, though the sound is cut by the abrupt knocking. though the knocking is gentle, it is not friendly. it's intention was to stir you from slumber, and to instil the air with fear. Nothing can prepare you for what it is you see when you look up. It's identity is hidden well within the shadows of your mind. you don't even have the capacity the materialise the false image of what is you hear. a sudden vibration, pulls you from a place a fear, into one of terror. you notice that your phone is ringing beneath your sheets, but it is not making a sound. it has been put on silent. you submerge deeper under the covers, and search for your phone. when it is found, it shows an unknown mobile phone number. still ringing, ringing, ringing... you let it go to voicemail. beneath all that is soft, warm and safe, you still hear the faint tapping against the glass. "please go away" you whisper in the most pleading of voices. there is no response, the tapping still continues...

baby, it's 4am i must be lonely, du doo...

song diary

today i listened to "Ib (game ost)" - i love guitar, im all about the guitar. i guess im feelin a little high right now, sorry if im offnesive or not making any sense. my favs are "memory" - it sucks how itunes doesn't let you use your own songs as ringtones. fucck itunes. but if i could change my ringtone it would be "ib's theme - memory" oh oher great songs from that would be "garry's theme - blind alley", "departure" "doll" and "hide and seek". all great ones imo.

i also fell asleep beside my laptop llast night, so i have 60+ plays of "bonobo - noctuary" lol.  

goodnight.

im not a MLP. fan. just to clarify, i'm not into that sort of thing. I've never watched a single episode. But hearing fluttershy squeal, it was so cute.

nifty tracks you say ;)

i figured out how to do it, yes!!!

bonobo - noctuary. this is the only music i'll will ever truly love

i get the worst youtube ads, all mine are about transforming yourself, and cleaning your vagina Oh Gawd.

i want to post links too :P please, i'll post some funny screenshots...

and "i don't feel like listening to metal at the moment. but when i am, i'll let you know ok ;) " thats what i want to say, but instead of that i'll say, ummmm.. " ok i'll say..." im drawing blanks because i dont want to be rude. but seriously i dont know what to say.

edit: thanks for fixing the edit function

((part 4 song diary)

glitter love - avatar

unwell - matchbox 20

let me hit it - sporty-O (just the drop part)

sleep time, definitely sleep time, its almost 2am here. ive been listening to matchbox 20 - unwell for about an hour. im feelin finneee though. Not feeling desperate or anything. I just like this song. though if i may confess something, i've been feeling very paranoid lately. Its getting really bad, like, if I don't want people staring at me, i'll walk the long route round the back, so they cant see me. II do that all the time, walking down a deserted laneway instead of a busy path. its pretty reckless. i know that there just looking around, theres nothing wrong with me, but i just cant help the feeling, that im being watched/judged. It's gettin better though, the more i talk with people or see them, the less anxious i am about going to places. 

anyone been to google lately? man i fail them hurdles

i found an animated Doctor/my little pony series on youtube. it's pretty lolworthy, in a good way, i think they captured the doctors persona just about right, except the part where he mutters slighty rude remarks under his breath. i dont know which doctor that is? he's not my doctor though, 10th

song diary

"rob dougan - nothing at all (instrumental)" 

"emancipator - wolf drawn" 

I'm currently watching Cryaotic's livestream on twitch.tv. He is an amazingly funny dude, with a sexy voice. Most of his fans agree, both guys and girls. he's been streaming for 8 hours now.

edit: welp its now 2am,

edit: its 2:52pm, and my journal  still appears as latest entry. lol what happened to the people. cryaotic told us off, i cant stand a guy who just yells "fuck" at everyone. i mean its ok if you're angry but dont swear at us dude, it hurts, ears and all. 

aug 3

dubbystep - "Freestylers - Cracks (Flux Pavillion Remix)

chill music - "RJD2 - seven light years"

it gonna be lame, sorry

2nd aug

happiness - 'nubba cakums - minecraft forest '

chill music - "all in forms by. bonobo"

feel good music - "dirty laundry by bitter:sweet"

dubstep - "centroid by modigs"

 

and that is all :)  i went to tutorial class today, and it turns out no one showed up. There were a few other students, i lurked around for a bit, and evesdropped onthem, they were in the same class as me but they decided to leave since no one was there, so i left too. Doctor who season 7 trailer was released, that was pretty cool.