i realized that iam a horrible person .on sunday i saw a guy on the side of the road that needed help .he ask me if i can go to the gas station and i said no and went away as i got home i realize that i did a bad thing for not helping this man .i said to meself what if eric,danny or anyone else was there then they would him out so i thought to myself i was rise better then this (not by my mother or step-dad) why didt i help this man out and i feel guilty about the whole thing .as i woke up today i said to myself "god iam a fucking loser ". right now all i want to do is give up and walk straight off this world .noone will care or miss me so there no real lose,i guess that iam okay with this .kthxbai