If it hurts this much, then it must be love. And it's a lottery, I can't wait to draw your name. Oh I'm trying to get to you, but time isn't on my side. If the truth is the worse I could do, then I guess that I have lied. Keepin me awake, it's been like this now for days. My heart is out at sea and my head all over the place. I'm loosing sense of time, and everything tatses the same. I'll be home in a day, I fear that's a month to late. That night I slept on your side of the bed. So it was ready when you got home. We're like noughts and crosses in that Opposites always attract. You've taken me to the top and let me fall right back south. You've had me at the top of the pile and then had me kissing the ground. We've heard and seen it all and no ones talked us out. The problems that have come haven't yet torn us down, Am I keeping you awake, if I am just say, You can make your own decisions; you can make your own mistakes. I'll live and let die all the promises you made. But if you lie another time, it'll be a lie thats too late. You always have your way, for now it's too soon for you to say, will we be always always.

as you know swimming carnivals are a school thing so im still in school obviously. i really hate it when people go to the carnival with their swimmers on and say they 'cant swim'. then they act fine and run around all day in JUST their swimmers but they 'cant swim'. god damn.