i'm in so much pain right now, idk how much i can take of this fighting, i love my gf so much but i dont think i cant take anymore. it might end tonight, we might break up. im so sad. i love her so much but she doesnt see that at all. its all my fault i suppose. im the one who cheated 3 years ago in the first place n did a lousy job of hiding it. i do love her alot,but this fighting,constantly, i feel is tearing us apart. what can i say? if she does leave me, i dont think ill stop her this time. yes ill be sad n cry for a long time n may go back to cutting. but "let what will happen, happen". I can tell in this fight that some part of her hates me, i can almost feel it in her words and anger.