wings718's Journal

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  • Stars

    by wings718 on April 15, 2010
    People say the seasons change, Then they wish their life away. Seems a tragedy to me, Things we force ourselves to see. But the seasons are the same, ‘Tis a pity, ‘tis a shame. Winter, spring, summer, then fall, Thousand years won’t change at all. And I of all believe in hope, Nothing’s sure, we never know. But false hope will break you most, Dreaming’s dangerous, just know. There are things that never change, That are driving me insane. Somebody just tell me when Spring comes after autumn’s end. ‘Cuz orbits keep us going And keep planets in their place, But really they are ruts That are burning holes through space. I keep looking for a change, But I find nothing to find, It seems I’m stuck and can’t change The way the stars are aligned. I do believe in changing And of course in the saving, There’s changing for the better But some are just forgetters. They just won’t keep what they learn, So fly away, if it hurts. As for me I’m chained to hope, Living in the “I don’t know.” Does he love me, do care? Waiting for an answer here. Just like waves that never cease, He keeps pushing, pulling me. Unless someone shoots the moon, I’ll be stuck here in my doom. Must be useless to believe, Ocean waves someday will cease. ‘Cuz orbits keep us going And keep planets in their place, But really they are ruts That are burning holes through space. I keep looking for a change, But I find nothing to find It seems I’m stuck and can’t change The way the stars are aligned. Maybe I can’t sway his heart. Maybe I want a new start. I just wish I knew where he stands, Things are wrong but they’re not damned. Stars have their dreams I have mine, Loving him my whole damn life. I’m not walking out this door, I know nothing is for sure. Just take time soon he will see. He’s the perfect one for me. I’m too scared right now to know, But I’ll gain strength down the road. ‘Cuz orbits keep us going And keep planets in their place, I’ll travel these circles If that’s what it’s gonna take. I keep looking for a change, Someday he’ll see all my light, It seems I’m here and can wait For the day the stars are aligned. As for you, staying is strong, But you know this love is wrong. He just isn’t worth the pain, Perhaps after he can change. Misery to make him see, Sad, if that’s what has to be. Your wish is the same as mine, Make him happy, see him smile. But my pain’s from only me, It’s my choice to love him, see. And I know you want to stay, You can’t leave him in this state. But you must protect yourself, It’s not weak, he needs real help. You carry scars from his fists, Don’t let this go on, stop this. You must heal your own wounds first, Stars don’t like to see you hurt. Stars alight the sky we see, Path of hope to what will be. ‘Cuz orbits keep us going And keep planets in their place, Your heart is strong and true, Find the one that deserves you. Keep looking for a change, Someday you’ll find someone right, It seems you’re strong and can hope For the day the stars are aligned.
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  • Need My Angel Back

    by wings718 on April 15, 2010
    I need my angel back, My angel keeps me strong. I need my angel back It’s been so long, so long. I need my angel back My angel makes me smile And I haven’t felt That happy in a while. This world is not kind, It has been pushing me down. I need my angel To help me up again now. This life is too much Sometimes for me on my own. That’s why I need my angel So I am not alone. I need my angel back, My angel keeps me strong. I need my angel back It’s been so long, so long. I need my angel back My angel makes me smile I haven’t felt That happy in a while. There’s no way I can Explain the feeling that I Feel when he is near I’m like a child, really. There’s no way I can Replace the freedom, the rush, The warmth that I get When in my angel’s presence. I need my angel back, My angel keeps me strong. I need my angel back It’s been so long, so long. I need my angel back My angel makes me smile I haven’t felt That happy in a while. How much more waiting? This awful separation. How long can I go? Where are answers to questions? Each day I wonder, Is he thinking of me too? Does he realize He’s the angel I love true? I need my angel back, My angel keeps me strong. I need my angel back It’s been so long, so long. I need my angel back My angel makes me smile I haven’t felt That happy in a while. This separation Is reaching for its close. What will happen then? I need to know, need to know. This separation Is becoming much too much… But for my angel, Nothing is ever enough… Nothing is ever enough.
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  • Ignorant

    by wings718 on April 15, 2010
    Everyone’s walking away. Everyone’s leaving today. Don’t think they plan on returning They won’t come back from this journey. Turn their backs on those who need help. Guess it’s always about yourself. How do you feel on the inside When you can’t shake your useless pride? When the sun doesn’t shine Do we turn the lights off? And when we miss the train Do we just walk back home? Well not me anymore I’m done with cowardice But I just can’t escape This fear that’s within me. People who are different suffer. It is nothing short of torture. There are people scared of their home. You’re acting as if you don’t know. People who don’t what free is. Are you grateful for what you have? Who has time for sadness like that? Turn your back and never come back. When the sun doesn’t shine Do we turn the lights off? And when we miss the train Do we just walk back home? Well not me anymore I’m done with cowardice But I just can’t escape This fear that’s within me. We’re running from the light To find comfort in dark. Don’t you stay ignorant. Don’t you stay ignorant. When the sun doesn’t shine Do we turn the lights off? And when we miss the train Do we just walk back home? Well not me anymore I’m done with cowardice But I just can’t escape This fear that’s within me.
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