Ten million tear drops To keep me sane Ten million tear drops To prove I’m not in vain. Ten million tear drops To start the day. Ten million tear drops To prove that I’m okay. This pain is all I have, This pain is all that I am. This pain is what I need, But I really need a plan. I let the teardrops fall, It’s something I know is real. Making the teardrops fall Because I know there’s something here. Ten million tear drops To keep me sane Ten million tear drops To prove I’m not in vain. Ten million tear drops To start the day. Ten million tear drops To prove that I’m okay. My hope is all I have This hope is all that I am. This hope is what I need, But I need to understand. Feel like there’s nothing left But I refuse to let go. I will keep holding on Because this is all I know. Ten million tear drops To keep me sane Ten million tear drops To prove I’m not in vain (prove I’m not in vain). Ten million tear drops To start the day. Ten million tear drops To prove that I’m okay (yes, I am okay). My love is all I have, This love is all that I am. This love is what I need, Something on which I can stand. I gave away my heart, It was the choice that I made Opened myself to you I thought that I could be saved. But now The reasons for hope are fading But I will keep waiting My heart is still in need of saving. And now The reasons for me to go, grow. But I still say no. It’s the only thing my heart knows. Ten million tear drops To keep me sane Ten million tear drops To prove I’m not in vain. Ten million tear drops To start the day. Ten million tear drops To prove that I’m okay. When I know I’m not okay.

Insecure girl, Look at yourself. This isn’t who you are But it is what they see. Insecure girl, I know you’re hurt. Don’t deny you’re afraid You should learn it’s okay. Insecure girl, You hide behind How you’re angry and harsh, It’s all to keep them out. Insecure girl, Can’t be perfect. It’s driving you crazy Been blinding you lately. Oh, I know, I know, But they don’t, they don’t. Oh, you hate, you hate But only yourself. Cannons are your walls, It’s all in defense. If you only knew You wouldn’t believe. Oh, I know, I know. But they don’t, don’t. Cannons aimed at them But you just want to Hurt you. Desperate girl, Trying to prove Prove you really are strong That you are good enough. Desperate girl, Disappointed. Can’t meet your own demands So now you hate yourself. Desperate girl, Needs confidence, So she pretends to have To stop pain of her hate. Desperate girl, She has to win Whatever the cost is A reason to stop this. Oh, I know, I know, But they don’t, they don’t. Oh, you hate, you hate But only yourself. Cannons are your walls, It’s all in defense. If you only knew You wouldn’t believe. Oh, I know, I know. But they don’t, don’t. Cannons aimed at them But you just want to Hurt you. Very sad girl, Lives a cycle You can never escape The let down of failing. Very sad girl, Tries to rise up But pushes others down, Feels safe put above them. Very sad girl, Doesn’t know love She feels lost and confused What she feels is so new. Very sad girl, Wants and needs him. The first time she’s happy But dependence scares her. Oh, I know, I know, But they don’t, they don’t. Oh, you hate, you hate But only yourself. Cannons are your walls, It’s all in defense. If you only knew You wouldn’t believe. Oh, I know, I know. But they don’t, don’t. Cannons aimed at them But you just want to You just want to be strong So you aren’t so scared and vulnerable. Cannons are your protection But cannons can hurt more than you think. You just want to win this So that just maybe you’ll be worth something. Cannons are your allies But cannons got out of your control. Cannons want to hurt everything And everything is firing back But you don’t want to hurt them You just want to hurt you. You just want to hurt you.