i am very depressed lately...dnt no y just am?...i miss my brothers maybe thats it...they havnt called in a while...maybe they dnt care bout us no more..*sigh*..nobody in my family seem to care bout me anymore like im not here..*thought*..maybe im not maybe im not real...feel real and look real but ya...anyway there's this guy really love but he doesnt like me and that makes me more depressed...my dads an acoholic who is dying and im scared he is going to:(...its not fair y does god torcher me he takes away my aunt and grandma now he wants my dad...really not cool...well this is it for 2day BYE