I reminisce, I reminisce I reminisce, I reminisce I reminisce for a lady who ain't shady For a girl that means more to me then the entire world A women that open my heart even in the dark I reminisce, for love... I reminisce a time when it was all fun games When we were happily in love and wanted nothing to change And in my heart of hearts i truly believed you could be the one Finding my first love 35 minutes away at 14 years young My life changed drastically when momma went crazy You could say wrong place wrong time but i ain't that lazy Momma popped too many pills and and grabbed that knife Stabbed her boyfriend twice before she threatened my girls life By the time we caught our breathes she said "Were done" "That crazy bitch tried to kill me and all you said was run?!" "Why didn't you protect me" Cuz she woulda killed me too! After that day I never saw you again, and now i reminisce over you I reminisce, I reminisce I reminisce over a lady that changed my world "Forever be young & forever be free" was one of my favorite quotes from the girl Right from the start she made my heart stop with those breathtaking blue eyes But don't let her fool you, behind the make-up & lies hides someone who feels as I Did see she wasn't use to heartbreak She was still scorn over her last mate And I was too funny to meet you, someone that just lost love the same day as me Over some non sense bullshit that involved a family member going crazy No way i couldn't believe it, someone who felt exactly as i did So I said "fuck you" to my nervousness need you in my life, in arm's length Someone to take my pain and my breathe away while you gimme the strength I need to grow to learn to love For 1000 more reasons but all of the above Not to be a like Slim but your the Kim to my Marshall The Bonnie to my Clide, the ammo for my arsenal after a year and 3 months after 20 shots & 10 blunts You didn't love me anymore When you fucked buddy by the back porch "Oh I wish you didn't find out" She said with raindrop tears "I never ment to hurt you" she had with fear Girl i ain't gonna hit ya, do i look like a beater? No i don't, and im certainly notta cheater either! I thought i was your "perfect man" but, i guess he is too Now i can't even say your name without crying, when I reminisce over you I reminisce, I reminisce I reminisce over someone who I've never even touched Never felt, never heard never even clutched And how my that be something so un-phisically Grown to be love and some might find that un-logically But, who is to say who you can feeling for Your heart wants what it desires down to its core But, it seems no matter how hard i try I can't find the time To be in the same city as you, but i don't got the dimes I need to see the most gorgeous girl on the planet but i can still write songs for her and that seems to manage But it can only do for so long till old & gone without ever feeling your aura or the smell of your scent, i long For the grace of god to take where i've never been but, always wanted to be To see these people & places mean nothing till i've felt & seen Morrison holding me tightly, and that's my dream And every word i said, comes from my heart speaking nothing but truth And their i go again reminiscing over you, my times, my youth

we had a scare, i dont think its fair. im not ready to ba a mama, im still so young and havent lived my life, but this is my life, a new life as we speak. i am nothing but weak, all i want is to have fun, but whats done is done. now this is my new life, say farewell to the late night talks, days hung over, days slept in, because this is my new life. early mornings with little sleep, i care early mornings with little sleep, i care not for my self but for one other now Here's a thought, from my own revelation Do whatever it takes to resist the temptation Her boyfriend was father & loved intercourse Once's not even yours girl, but you still showed that baby a mothers remorse Then after cupid's love flew through the sky And you had that warm feeling in you're heart's that night And the next the day when it's all set en done, throw that V-card away now lets watch the joy end at the end of the day The girl thought she through her life away with a broken heart to mend Girl got herself a baby from her unprotected boyfriend She tried to hide her pregnancy, from her family Who didn't really care to see, or give a damn if she Had something growing inside her belly But the girl thankfully, she made a mistake her life stopped shakin' like it was on earthquake And now she doesn't have to go through heartbreak Siara listen to my word when you down some, if you may "Every little thing will be alright" or so they say im not ready to ba a mama, im still so young and havent lived my life, but this is my life, a new life as we speak. thank god it was only a scare, i cant imagian the wear i would feel being a mama, being a mama at 15 years young

16 years younger than my mama And I really got some beatings cause the girl loved her drama Dear mama, why you gotta waste you're life in the bars When you coulda been a shining star with fancy clothes and fancy cars Instead some hooker chillen with the crack heads and that dirty needle shooter Mama leave Shaun he ain't no good for you, he's justa junky with lewd behavior A year and six days to the day since i last saw you're face And their you are outta nowhere, not feelin like you're a disgrace To me as a mother but, hey, what can i say you're all that i got But, i'd be lying if i said didn't i wished for a momma that only smoked pot Hows working on the streets going? Still getting laid? That's some career you got their getting fucked to get paid Mama, I brought a girl over that you should meet Oh, you're on one of you're trips, isn't that a site to see I'd rather have a mama like CuDi and be a struggling man And I know that i did the best as i can But this isn't the soundtrack to my life, or my pursuit of happiness This is me spilling my heart telling you not to live life like this I wish we could start over again Cuz you're an awful mama and a terrible friend I just want things to change before it's too late I know inside it probably won't happen but, i can always dream & wait.

You're more than just a hobby or pastime, Lately, you seem to be occupying my mind, With the possibility that our love we'll never end Within an eight hour distance lies a loving friend, Who I call my love, and my love who stands, We write story's together, hand to hand Either love it or leave it, indeed I'm giving credit to the girl who believed it, stay humble, do your thing, don't let motherfuckers tell you to be different You're amazing just the way you are Many men don't realize it yet but, you're a shooting star And I'll be n the sky just see if you can catch me Actually try to see if you can match me or even go past me & fly free

My girl sits on the steps, cigarette rests on fingertips Sippin' slow death through her lips Blows a kiss that I can not resist Like cut the tension quick "Hi, my name is Slim Shady, whats your zodiac sign?" She replies "its Aquarius and that's a wack line" "My favorite band is IOnceWrestledABear" She looks at me Mesmerized as smoke dissipates in the air I can't conjure up the fearless i need in conversation Body language talkin' but lost in her translation Gathering my thoughts in her cloud breathin' out Now I couldnt stand to see the queen in doubt breath her dreams away Either way we go things are gonna be okay, or so they say