KyleMartin's Journal

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  • Archives for October 2010
  • Pain

    by KyleMartin on October 28, 2010
    I will never fall in love with you I will never promise you I will never dream of you I will never want you This will mean I'll love again Guess I'll never have you This will mean alot to me I could never want more I will never forget you I just have to move on This life of mine is wrong Paaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn Paaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn Paaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn It's another point of view Look at me when I look at you I could never die again I won't lose another friend She will mean the world to me When will I forget you Guess I'm through with you Guess I'll fall in love and go This'll never be the same When I talk to you i feel Paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn Paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn Paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn Paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN I will never forget you.
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  • Cut Yourself

    by KyleMartin on October 28, 2010
    Cut yourself Please yourself Tease yourself Hate yourself Isn't me To set free Let me be The sight to see Be yourself Cut yourself Need some help? To please yourself Cut yourself don't tell pappy Bleed happy Stop being sappy Isn't me To set free Let me be The sight to see Be yourself Cut yourself Need some help? To please yourself Isn't me To set free Let me be The sight to see Be yourself Cut yourself Need some help? To please yourself Cut yourself... Cut yourself 'Till the pain goes away 'Till your dead and gray Love you 'till the end of the day Isn't me To set free Let me be The sight to see Be yourself Cut yourself Need some help? To please yourself Got a knife End you're life Promise to Loving you 'Till you're through Not too real It's not too fake I'll keep you alive Keep you safe Keep you free Heaven sake Cut yourself
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  • Lost In Life

    by KyleMartin on October 28, 2010
    Hold me, I'm so alone Grade me, I'm fucking dumb Help me, I'm fucking cornered Love me, you might be right Lightning fucking around in my head Fierce, dangerous, pathetic, fucked up People freaking every day White lights inside What do you want? Cold naked man, picked off his scabs and Fed them to the pigeons Help him, he's fucking sick Hold him it might be fun Lightning fucking around in my head Hold me, something's happening Help me, somebody help me Hold me, I'm fucking alone Help me, I'm right here, who are you? Naked man you say you saw Fed them, to the pigeons Help him, he's fucking cornered Hold him, it might be fun Lightning fucking around in my head Help me, I'm fucking hungry Help me, I'm fucking up Hold me, some fucking help Hold me, 'till I die
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  • I Will Come Back For You ♥

    by KyleMartin on October 27, 2010
    Leaving, again Finding a new place To find love again To find my saving grace Dead on the inside I've got nothing to prove Keep me alive and give me something to lose Goodbye, this time Leaving you I've been gone so long, so, gone so long But I will come back I will come back I will come back For you For you Changes, changes Another fresh start No more, no more No more broken hearts Dead on the inside I've got nothing to prove Keep me alive and give me something to lose Goodbye, this time Leaving you I've been gone so long, so, gone so long But I will come back I will come back I will come back I will come back For you For you I will come back I will come back I will come back For you
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  • . . . .

    by KyleMartin on October 27, 2010
    Have you lost your faith in me? Our love was real, the pain we feel! The life we had, the love we shared My favorite part I broke you're heart I lost your trust, our love cannot Arrest
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  • I Hate Myself And I Want To Die

    by KyleMartin on October 23, 2010
    Lately i've been cryin' Seems my time is growing thin Watch me die in front of your eye's Watch me die Watch me die I hate myself and I want to die It's a problem that's hard to hide With my mother's problems it makes me cry Don't you know? I hate myself and i want to die Thought have never crossed my mind I feel like a child left behind I want to rise above and be the best Born in a world of alcohol and cigarettes Cigarettes Cigarettes I hate myself and I want to die It's a problem that's hard to hide With my mother's problems it makes me cry Don't you know? I hate myself and i want to die I hate myself and I want to die It's a problem that's hard to hide With my mother's problems it makes me cry Don't you know? I hate myself and i want to die Deep inside me in my state of mind Heart of hearts with my valentine Tell my mom I'm doing fine I'm doing fine I'm doing fine I hate myself and I want to die It's a problem that's hard to hide With my mother's problems it makes me cry Don't you know? I hate myself and i want to die I hate myself and I want to die It's a problem that's hard to hide With my mother's problems it makes me cry Don't you know? I hate myself and i want to die.
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  • (Siara's Song)

    by KyleMartin on October 08, 2010
    I hate him I hate him I love you He kills me He kills me He loves me too I hate the way he make me feel I hate how his lies seem so real I hate how he never tells me what's his deal I hate you I love you I love you I really love you He loves me He loves me He says "he loves me" I hate the way he make me feel I hate how his lies seem so real I hate how he never tells me what's his deal I hate you I hate him I love him I don't know what to do? He likes me He "loves me" He only wants my body I hate the way he make me feel I hate how his lies seem so real I hate how he never tells me what's his deal I hate you
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  • My Lover ♥

    by KyleMartin on October 06, 2010
    My girl, MY GIRL! Do you looooooovvvvvvvvveeeeeeee me? Tell me that you love me the waaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy i, love you. My love, MY LOVE! Where oh where have you gone? I can't live another moment without yooooooooooooooouuuuuuuuu. my girl, MY GIRL! I love the way, I love the waaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy you, love me. My love, MY LOVE! You Are, You aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeee my, love. She's the one, she's the one, she's the oooooonnnnnnnnnnllyyyy one. The girl, my girl, she is my girl, she's my giiiiiirrrrrrrrrllll. When the sun, when the sun, when don't ever shine, she briiiighten's my day The love, my love, my onnnnnnllllyyyyy love, i love you mooooooorrrrrreeeee than i did, yesturday My girl, MY GIRL! Do you looooooovvvvvvvvveeeeeeee me? Tell me that you love me the waaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy i, love you. My love, MY LOVE! Where oh where have you gone? I can't live another moment without yooooooooooooooouuuuuuuuu. my girl, MY GIRL! I love the way, I love the waaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy you, love me. My love, MY LOVE! You Are, You aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeee my, love. My girl, MY GIRL! Do you looooooovvvvvvvvveeeeeeee me? Tell me that you love me the waaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy i, love you. My love, MY LOVE! Where oh where have you gone? I can't live another moment without yooooooooooooooouuuuuuuuu. my girl, MY GIRL! I love the way, I love the waaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy you, love me. My love, MY LOVE! You Are, You aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeee my, love.
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