this is going to be the last post i write on this thing. i don't like it, it's like it can't decide between being a blog and being some diary thing. and besides, all it does is remind me when i felt alone and was hurt all the time. i'm so happy nowadays that it's ridiculous. so basically i'm going to hit the keyboard a couple of times when entering the new password so i won't be able to log back on and post or read entries (especially yours, christian! (miss you.)). anyways, it's been fun, songmeanings. but i have to go live my life now. love, caitlyn.