That's smart. Goodbye as well.

Thank you, Stumbleupon. I needed to read this: “You can never tell what people are thinking and feeling unless they tell you, and usually they lie. you ask them, ‘Whats wrong?’ and they say ‘Nothing’. You accept this because it’s easier than digging for the truth. People smile when they want to cry, they laugh when they want to scream and shout. They pretend like nothing is wrong because they don’t want to face the truth. Things aren’t always rainbows and butterflies, sometimes you gotta scream and cry your anger and sadness to the world, because you can only hold it in for so long before something in you snaps. so when you want to cry, cry. When you want to scream, scream. Don’t hide behind fake smiles, it’s ok to not be alright.”

I got my wisdom teeth out this morning and today, more than any other, I want to just lay and cuddle with a pretty girl and watch movies. I wish I knew what it was like. "The hardest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return." I'm currently working on a new song. It's called "August 19th" and it's quite possibly the most honest song I've ever written. I may post it here once I finish but I'm liking it so far. It's Colour Revolt-esque and it's pretty much me just venting and getting out some things I've needed/wanted to say for a while. It feels good.

I've felt off all day. My head hurts right now but it's not a headache. I don't know what's going on. I wrote some journals whilst on the cruise. I'm trying to decide if I want to post them. Ehh I don't know. I got the new Colour Revolt album today and it's amazing. I've been listening to them and Dead Confederate a lot. It's nice. I leave for school on the 19th. Thank Christ. I need it.